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Topic: Reccurring theme
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Australdi
Knowflake Posts: 419
From: Australia
Registered: Apr 2001
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posted June 12, 2005 04:44 AM
 
Ra, I'm not sure whether I've already asked you about this one....but over the past 4 - 5 months many of my dreams have featured large public gatherings, such as concerts & sporting events & the large venues that they are held at. I never actually enter the area/area and stay out on the outskirts & usually arrive either before the event or after it...I have no desire to actually attend the event. I feel like the universe is continually putting me at these 'opportunities' but I'm not ready to enter....apart from the obvious point that I just mentioned, do you think there is another meaning that I'm missing the point of?
cheers
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Ra
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posted June 14, 2005 04:37 AM
Hello Aus  Well, from what you pointed out, the question of 'why' comes forward. Why are you not ready to enter? Does it not really matter to you? Are you avoiding the 'event' for some reason? Are you concerned about getting caught up in the 'mass mind'? If you don't want to be "one of the crowd", does this say something about self-esteem or confidence issues? It could be that you are not lacking in either, in which case we must ask ... what are you waiting for? Can you answer any of those questions? Or does any one in particular make more sense?  IP: Logged |
Australdi
Knowflake Posts: 419
From: Australia
Registered: Apr 2001
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posted June 14, 2005 06:00 AM
Ra
yeah...it's avoidance..well reluctance really...I have a role of some responsibility in these events, but that role hasn't been defined, & I don't want to enter until I know exactly what's expected of me (apart from alot of responsibility!)
I'm not sure I'm the best person to be on stage....nor am I the right person to justify such a crowd. I am enjoying being anonomous at the moment. 
thanks Ra, you're drawing this one out of me.... 
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Ra
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posted June 14, 2005 02:14 PM
Aus, it's the least I can do. Okay, so we narrowed it down a bit ... you do not feel worthy, you lack information about your role, and you are currently happy in the shadows. The one thing that lacks in your descriptions of the dreams is how you felt, emotions, and this could shed some light upon the root. Other than having "no desire", what else have you felt? Are you always indifferent? Do you ever feel anxious? If so, what in the dream is causing the anxiety? Do you ever feel satisfied with your position in the dream?  IP: Logged |
Australdi
Knowflake Posts: 419
From: Australia
Registered: Apr 2001
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posted June 14, 2005 08:55 PM
As I'm always at the event either early or late, I'm quite content not to have to enter...although one dream when I was there early the people I was with wanted to go in & wait, & I wasn't too comfortable with that... I had a whole list of reasons why I didn't want to waste my time waiting...but they were really excuses to get me away from there before the event began & I would be called upon to assume my role (whatever that was!)
All the dreams seem to be acknowledging the timing isn't right yet...but that something big is about to happen...like they're trying to 'de-sensitise' me to the size of the crowd & event which If I were expected to stand up in front of would be overwhelming. ...sort of like...showing me this is where it's going...get used to it! my feelings...well I'm not ready, I have nothing to say or do for these people (unprepared) & I have no idea what I'm meant to be doing anyway...so I feel uncomfortable about being there, but relieved when the timing isn't right & comfortable to hang around the outside icognito. I'm getting more anxious though each time that one time I will be there at the 'correct' time & I will have no valid reason to stay on the outer & then things will never be the same again. hehehe...I think it's the ultimate procastinators/commitmentphobe's dream! ...but It's a bit more than that too...I am a bit worried that something big & public is going to be asked of me soon & (because I don't have any idea what that is) I'm not very comfortable with it (understatement) I'm not sure I'm really the right person for whatever task they have in mind...
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Ra
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posted June 18, 2005 04:03 AM
Looks to me like you understand the dreams pretty well. I'm not sure what's going on with you, but I am sure that you can, and will, handle it when the time comes. IP: Logged |
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