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Topic: Emotionless.....
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pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 630
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 04, 2005 03:09 PM
 
I was in a house, possibly mine, although I thought it belonged to a lover in some way ( who isn't actually a lover in real life)I had to gather all these belongings, and kept getting stupid things, like mittens and hats ( the mittens didn't even match)
I had to get out and I took a bus/car thing my mom happened to be driving, I felt woefully unprepared, and I had my daughter with me. My mother drives a city bus in real life, and this bus/car thing wasn't hers, it belonged to the city, and she said she could drop me off only so far.
When I got on the bus, someone drew my attention to my son, who was at the back of the bus, goofing off with all these girls around him. He had this candy rope thing, and he was pretending it was his 'naughty bit' and just goofing off .. I said those girls aren't laughing with you, they are laughing at you.. please don't subject yourself to ridicule that way. Stop being such an extreme goofball. I was actually concerned for him though. I told him we had to go home on this bus, but that his friends could go with us if he wanted.
When it was time to get off, I didn't recognize anything around me, but I had to grab all these bags and things.. I kept seeing these mittens that didn't match, and I gathered them all in my arms, and we left, got off the 'bus'. I had my daughter in my arms too, and my son was walking with his friends. It was very rundown, decrepid, and I seemed we were between two buildings. Like an alleyway.. I wondered why my mother dropped us off there, instead of somewhere safer. My daughter got down from my arms, and I was talking to my son, saying something about let's get out of here, and where we'd go... and this guy came out from a structure, looked at me blankly, and said "I don't think so." My daughter had gone off further into the alley, so I was calling after her, and I had no time for this guy.. I was like "Hang on a minute, would you?" as I called my daughters name, and finally caught up with her ( she doesn't listen much in real life, so it is a common occurance) I gathered her into my arms, and I saw as I was walking back, this crowd of mean guys were attacking the kids with my son, though I couldn't see my son, and I felt immediate concern for him. One of them went around me and swung a sort of nunchuk type thing at my daughter in my arms. I was like "What is your problem? She is a small child! Practically a baby!" I looked all around, and saw that others were beating up the children with my son. I called them all on it, ready to defend them and myself.
I tend to deal with things in my dream with compassion.. like I assume others have compassion or understanding... but these people didn't have any of that, and it threw me for a loop. To senselessly beat kids.... I felt like I wanted to talk them out of it, but that I'd have to beat them back. I wanted to tell the kids to run, they wouldn't listen to reason.
This had a nightmare quality to it.. it was quite unsettling.
Nothing was finished, I woke up at the time I realized they were emotionless.IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 630
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 04, 2005 10:30 PM
*figures I JUST said to Randall "Oh, I never get nightmares!"
How silly of me to assume that trend would continue.IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 630
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 07, 2005 11:36 AM
*quietly bumps it*IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 108
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 07, 2005 08:27 PM
Nightmares are usually caused by stress, and this one is no exception.It seems you may be confused about some relationship, or some aspect of one, not sure what you are getting out of it ... something isn't "matching up", perhaps having to do with the way in which the situation/issue is being "handled". You feel "unprepared" and perhaps feel as if your own mothering/nurturing aspects/abilities have reached their known limits (mother could take you only so far). Or, your mother could represent herself, suggesting that she can help, but only so much. You feel a bit lost or out of your familiar element (didn't recognize anything), finding yourself standing between two possibilities (between two buildings), a precarious and somewhat threatening position (alleyway). But it's not yourself that concerns you, it's your children; you perceive that this situation could be dangerous or injurious to them. Twice in the dream you say you are "concerned for him", your son, and your daughter is threatened as well. Whatever this situation/issue is, your main concern/worry is for your kids. Whoever, or whatever the threat is (perhaps an issue with a man), your dream indicates that there is little feeling for you, for your feelings, that you are standing against someone/something who is cold, unfeeling, and unreasonable. ... and at this point, "nothing is finished". Make any sense? If not, we'll try again.
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pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 630
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 08, 2005 01:53 AM
 ********SOBS******** Thanks, that was great.
You are seriously stunning. IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 108
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posted July 09, 2005 03:47 PM
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