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Topic: weirdness
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bleakbeauty
Knowflake Posts: 51
From: Australia
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 06, 2005 08:18 PM
 
Right now very weird things are happening to me, and I apologise if my posts are over the top.I wanted to share it here but I have shared alot and nobody has really responded, I feel a bit like an idiot. I don't mind if people just let me know that they read it, I just want someone to help me sort through this, and I thought people would want to hear about me. I feel a bit rejected (my complex) and I'm paranoid that people are talking about me at Lindaland. I am plagued in self doubt. I have been looking for something for the last 10 years, and I have found part of what I wanted (my soul mate) but I am still searching for myself. Today I received a box which shell-shocked me. Everything in the box were belongings of mine from a few years ago that I had stashed as useless junk. I actually had missed items there and mourned because I thought I had lost them forever. I wanted to tell you all the great things that I found, and there was something else there that was heaven sent. I'm really happy, I just hope I'm not mentally ill? I sure feel that way. IP: Logged |
Devilfish
Knowflake Posts: 296
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 09:15 PM
bleakbeauty,
i dont think your crazy, just processing/growing.
you have to process/ to heal.
this takes time, patience and love ,
you are strong ,& you are doing it 
your story in universal was amazing, i didnt even know what to say in responce. 
maybe the dream you posted earlier is you are realizing a part of pain you experienced at that place was connected with your mother, you want to heal this with her but are afraid to bring up old wounds.you are scared to look at your pain, scared it will overwelm you and take you back there .you long for the peace you know you will obtain from facing unresolved hurt.
maybe this is off, i dunno,if so i apologize, im just writing what reading those post made me feel.
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Devilfish
Knowflake Posts: 296
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted July 06, 2005 09:20 PM
oh yeah and congrats on your find .......
they were lost & now they re found how WONDERFUL!
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bleakbeauty
Knowflake Posts: 51
From: Australia
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 07, 2005 06:08 PM
Devilfish, I am feeling very enlightened and I am finding secrets.IP: Logged |
Devilfish
Knowflake Posts: 296
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted July 07, 2005 10:40 PM
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