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Topic: help and support from my deceased grandpa?
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Peri
Knowflake Posts: 182
From: Ukraine
Registered: Dec 2003
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posted July 27, 2005 10:28 AM
 
In my dream my deceased grandpa told me: “I’ve been thinking a lot lately why you are so unhappy (I am unhappy and quite unlucky in my real life)…and you know what? I finally understood why! Do you remember when you were a little girl; you went where you should have never gone! Do you remember that place?? ” (I was quite surprised; I did not know what he was talking about when suddenly remembered and saw myself as a little girl standing at the bottom of a hill. This hill was not very big or high. In the centre there were three big (about 3-4 meters long) graves with very high wooden obeli, the land was all thorny and barbed wired, there was no grass on the ground, no leaves on the bushes, I was standing there scared, knowing I was doing something wrong, feeling that the hill was totally DEAD)
Then my grandpa spoke again: “but do not worry now, I was at the church and lighted a candle for you. Everything will be ok now!” (And I thought: “Wow! To us they are dead, to them we are dead, they have their own churches and like us they light candles for those they love and remember….)
Very often I have prophetic dreams but I have never had such dreams before. I have White Moon in the 8th house and I read somewhere that this placement means “help and support from deceased relatives”. For a long time I could not really imagine this or agree with this interpretation…but now it seems right.
I have been thinking for a long time about the meaning of the dream and I think I might have been unhappy in this life because there had been something wrong with my religion or beliefs (dead land, 3 wooden crosses at 3 graves) but in my past lives?
Any ideas?
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Ra
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 27, 2005 01:00 PM
Hello Peri  Help and support from your grandfather, indeed. That makes a lot of sense, and if you are willing to accept it, then this is the meaning of the dream. I'll look a bit more closely at it as soon as I can. What were you doing wrong at the grave site on the hill?  IP: Logged |
Peri
Knowflake Posts: 182
From: Ukraine
Registered: Dec 2003
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posted July 28, 2005 02:13 AM
Thanks Ra,I did nothing there (I have been been to any site like this in my real life), it felt wrong even to be there and know this place really exists!
Is if I dared to violate the taboo. But I remember now that a few days before this dream, I was feeling down and kind of depressed, I called my mom and said something like: "no wonder I am so unlucky; if God sent his child to his doom, how can I possibly expect any mercy or love from Him?"
At the very moment when I said this, there was a chime in the air (I was downtown and never heard any of this before, there must be a church somewhere but I did not see it.) I thought: what a coincidence! and if not, I don't care if I am to burn in hell for these words because I am already in hell! Do you think my dream is somehow connected with this ?? I think so but the strange thing is that instead of feeling cursed, now I feel kind of taken care of...strange, isn't it? IP: Logged |
Peri
Knowflake Posts: 182
From: Ukraine
Registered: Dec 2003
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posted July 28, 2005 02:28 AM
sorry, I meant I have never been to any site like that in my real lifeIP: Logged |
Ra
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 28, 2005 03:59 AM
Gotcha  I was wondering about that.Yeah, you know, I do think your dream is connected with this. Graves/death/taboos all are concerned with moving beyond, with the end of the old and beginning of something new. Plus there is the church your grandfather mentioned, and the one you heard in a very synchronous moment ... feels like a connection. I think you will enjoy "being taken care of".  
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