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Topic: Spooky dream
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cappyme
Knowflake Posts: 73
From: Bur Dubai, Dubai, U.A.E
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted August 06, 2005 12:02 PM
 
Hey Ra, this is the first time I am posting here and well I had this spooky and weird dream (well according to me) and it sort of scared me.
Now me and my friend Tessy, we were in this park.. A beach park, and there was loads of hills too, some where sort of rocky, I was clearly uncomfortable, and we found this other group friend of mine Nikeeta, and another friend of ours who is a guy, we called him, well because, we thought we could make him pay  , and we liked his company, and so in my dream I remembered this other Leo guy, who used to boast about how great he is, and we went on, then we all decided to go down and as we were going through the park to well find a way out, there was this spot, and I suddenly remembered in my dream that my maid used to go there too, because she had no company and tried to enjoy there and was sort of alone because she gets to go out so irregularly during some christian season, and again flash, All of a sudden I am in this realllly dark alleyway, we all thought about going to the club, and this was supposedly a way to that place, and we had to walk up this alleyway/footpath, I asked my best friend tessy "what happened" and she said that I went to sleep in the car, and that these other guys, good friends of mine, called Priyank also came (Priyank is a pisces), now we all went on, I could just sense tessy in front of me, and priyank behind, I didn't know where the others where, then all of a sudden, my eyes just closed, and since my eyes were closed, I couldn't open it for some strange reason, and I called out to my friend Tessy for help, but she went off, this Priyank guy comes behind me and tells me to go downwards, at first I got scared since well my eyes were closed and I couldn't see anything, and he told me to go down and my friend tessy went on , I thought he meant stairs, but it was some kind of slope going down, and I thought like if I couldn't see, that I should sit down and go, so miraculously, I reached down, and the place had a grave feeling to it, it was like, its dark, and I was all alone and it was so spooky to me, I was really scared because well usually it would have been ok if my eyes were open and I could walk, but over here my eyes were closed and it was paining and I felt alone, and then I was praying to god to just let me reach the club fast, so suddenly my eyes opened in the dream, and then I was sleeping, and my eyes opened at the same time. When I woke up my eyes were really red and I think in real life, I couldn't open my eyes as well, because well it was really red and puffy and I looked like I had been crying and you know sometimes when you rub your eyes a lot, and wake up in the morning, you can't open your eyes, because my eyelid was kind of stuck to my eye, and it was paining (in both the dream and real life) and then I opened it, and when I woke up, I felt sort of sick, I had a bad eye day, it was red, and sort of swollen, and I couldn't breathe properly through my nose, and I really don't know what to make out of this dream, it was so weird, and I got scared because that place, I felt sort of alone, and it was so dark and spooky, it had a graveyard feeling to it, or like something was going to attack me from behind.Anyways I hope you can help me  . Take your time, I am sure you must be really busy, I don't mind and I understand.
Well thanks Ra ------------------
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Ra
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posted August 09, 2005 04:17 AM
Hello Cappyme, welcome I hope I can help too! I'll get to it just as soon as I can. Thanks for your patience.  IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted August 11, 2005 01:13 PM
There are a few things that catch my immediate attention ... In the first part of the dream you are trying to find your way, you are "clearly uncomfortable", and you are reminded of your maid and how alone she is. In the next part you are trying to find your way, you are scared/spooked, and you feel like you are alone. Also, at one point you "went to sleep" and at another your "eyes just closed". So, what has you feeling alone and scared? Do you feel lost in some way? Are you having difficulty seeing what lies ahead in your life? The dream suggests that perhaps you are afraid of what lies ahead, or that you do not want to see what is going on. Is this truly a "grave matter" or are your fears controlling the path you walk? Do you feel like Tessy is "ahead" of you in some way? If so, how so? Above all, why do you feel so alone? IP: Logged |
cappyme
Knowflake Posts: 73
From: Bur Dubai, Dubai, U.A.E
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted August 11, 2005 01:30 PM
Wow Ra, I thought that the dream couldn't be interpretated, and I was so embarrased for posting it, but you have hit right on the nail. I do feel alone, very lonely, and I sort of felt sleepy in my dream, and then I just closed my eyes, and couldn't open it, even if I wanted to, but in the end obviously I opened it. But anyways I feel alone, and I have felt very lonely, at this point I don't know why, I think I have lost all my confidence and that its shattered into pieces, and I don't know what to do, I am afraid to take a step ahead, I am afraid to do anything, I am afraid to do what I want because there is that fear that I can't do it, my best friend tessy is so much more talented, and I can't bring myself to love myself, because I keep on thinking that I'm of no value, or self-importance. Today, a voice inside my head told me to do something I wanted to do, and I did it, and I screwed it up, I mean I was so terrible and pathetic, and it keeps on happening, I keep on getting betrayed, and I can't trust myself now, I don't believe in luck anymore, life is just so bad, and I feel ugly, like this person who is "unwanted", and I know self-love is important, but I don't know how you do that? How do you love yourself when you have let yourself down so much? I know I am just 14 yr old, and not that great, but I face such bad depression these days, its not like my life is pathetic, I mean its far from it, I mean, I want to ask for help, but in my family, we aren't allowed to go the psychiatrist or whatever that is, because if I tell my mom, she'll pester me so much, and I don't want her help, I think I'll feel terrible just telling her everything, she might just think of me as "the unpopular kid" and be sad because of me, and I don't want that. I am trying to hold back these tears, but it doesn't happen, I never like to cry, because I always thought, that crying is a sign of emotional weakness, showing your feelings, showing how vulnerable and sensitive you are, its like people can hurt you whenever they want and they might take advantage of that. I am sorry, for venting this all out over here like that. I think I need it, I know I'll feel better.
I am truly sorry and thanks Ra for your interpretation, its really accurate and sort of helped me be more clear about my dream and my feelings. I am again sorry for venting it out like this.
With love,
Sonia------------------
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tuxedo meow
Knowflake Posts: 27
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted August 11, 2005 11:35 PM
Hi you are the first dream interpretation I have done here.
In the alley what direction do you feel you were going? Right, left, north..?
If the alley was so very dark you did not need your eyes anyway. Did closing them affect your physical balance? make you dizzy? Did you feel a sense of loss or just itchiness? The itching of you eyes pulled you out of your experience and having them actually BE red, etc. the next day is to remind your self that you had a real experience. Immerse in water ASAP after any dream with itches. Use a cold coffee rinse (you don't need much). What you have put together as your scenario is the rational mind at work. Your "ir"-ational or magical self was learning a lesson or "seeing" something that your rational mind either cannot explain or is not ready to accept. This happens in the Shamanic world also. ADVICE: Make even a little light in the darkness and bring that light inside you. You have that ability. This may take some practice and a change of some old patterns and behaviors. However much you do so is just right. Your friends being there reminds me that many people are raising or having their spiritual concsiousness raised...have you been to drum circle? Do some drumming when you get this (as you wish) Remember to breathe, take your power, reactions-go farther- IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted August 12, 2005 04:27 AM
Thanks tuxedo meow. Please, Sonia, do not apologize, there is no need.  We are here for that very purpose, to listen and to talk. You should feel free to write as much as you need, to vent as much as you need, because it does help. And I have said this before, many times ... cry. It is not a weakness. Holding it in for too long, not expressing it, is a weakness and can make you physically ill. Letting it out is so good for you and it creates internal balance. Go somewhere where no one will hear you or wait until the right time when no one is around, and cry. Just let it flow out. We'll talk more later.  IP: Logged |
cappyme
Knowflake Posts: 73
From: Bur Dubai, Dubai, U.A.E
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted August 15, 2005 12:27 PM
Thanks tux, wow thats interesting what you said, and thanks a lot, really helped me . and I am really honoured that you interpreted my dream first. I think my eyes felt itchy, and it wasn't like really dark, it was like you know graveyard feeling, dark but you could see, like it wasn't totally black.
And Ra.. thank you, I guess I followed your advice, and I cried a lot, and I feel loads better now . Thanks a lotNow I don't know if this is spooky or not, but the other day I went to the park, with the same people yasir, tessy and all, and then suddenly next day while I was talking to my friend tessy on the phone, my eyes started watering and I couldn't concentrate properly, and day before yesterday. I had a very BAD eye day, I mean I think some cream went into my eyes, and my eyes were watering the whole day and it pained a lot. Now I feel much better, got another bizarre dream which is more spooky than the first dream.
Love ya all.
Sonia ------------------
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Ra
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posted August 18, 2005 04:06 AM
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