posted August 07, 2005 02:27 PM         

I was in a hospital watching people walk around. Next thing I remember is walking down a dock watching my ex boyfriend sit on the side of it sorrounded by people. He wasn't looking at any of them and they were all talking to him. He never looked up from the water, so he didn't notice me. Next I hear their voices get louder and my ex gets up and walks right past me watching a spot in the water that looks at though a rock had been thrown into it. He then walked down a mini dock and looked east. I know it was east because the sun was setting behind him. A spotlight showed up on a hill across the water and next a woman carrying his daughter (who was seriously injured in a car accident 3 months ago and still is in the hospital) wrapped in a coat and purple pants started walking down the hill. Someone was behind her but I never really got a good look at them. He never looked away. I'm not sure how they got across the water but the next thing, He was holding his daughter to his chest and just closed his eyes. Next he turned and walked back up the dock, onto the main dock and through 2 black doors at the end with everyone following him. I heard his daughter's mother say "Her legs are so long." Still no one noticed me. I followed them but they the time I got to the doors *that had turned blue*, everyone was gone from sight. I walked into a very busy room of sorts, with hallways in all directions. It was like walking through a maze. I was stopped by a dr. to talk about some kind of operation. I asked him who and he said "Your uncle." I sighed and said " Thank god, I thought you were talking about my boyfriends daughter. Ex i mean, ex boyfriend."
The dr. smiled and said "We knew what you meant." He pulled me along into this large open room that led outside and I saw my ex for a split second only to look away and see one of my aunt's walking towards me in dark blue scrubs and a surgical cap. "Come on!" she said,"He's about to go into surgery, you need to see him first." I shook my head and said, "No I need to find Greg (my ex) first." She just looked at me and said "Who do you think I meant?" I turned and walked around a desk, my aunt in tow. The room tunred into what looked like an old hotel lobby. Maroon brocade everything, small couches. My aunt's clothes had changed too. I don't know what clothes I had been wearing so I don't know if my clothes changed. I saw movement and thought it might be an elevator and it was but it was moving like a ferris wheel carriage. "nope" my aunt said after I had already stepped in. I turned ot walk out but she kept trying to get in. Finally I got out and ran out of the room to find myself on a sidewalk that looked like a sidewalk at my old high school. Greg and company were all sitting there looking at pictures of his daughter while she in fact was asleep on his lap. He was looking into space again. I yelled for him, I called his name and he looked up but right through me. When he looked up, his face looked like he was expecting something. But he looked around like he couldn't see me. "GREG!" I yelled again, he just closed his eyes, hugged his daughter tighter and I saw a tear fall. I yelled one more time but he shook his head and turned away. Thats when it felt like I was being pulled then falling. I woke up after that.
This dream is the most vivid one I've ever had. The most painful and confusing one also. I am still in love with my ex and still care for his daughter but he cut me out of their lives a few weeks back, only about a month and half after his daughter's accident. I have an idea as to what this means but I've never been good at dream interpretation. Please help me if you can.
xx
Kt

posted August 08, 2005 04:21 AM         

I think -
a hospital may mean healing?
a child may mean a new life?

Maybe this is a stage of healing your grief? and your unconcious may be telling you your ex is healing also??

Losing someone you love is sooo painful.

It is strange the vividness of dream experiences. I think that somtimes we go to other realms to heal from this life's lessons and the characters we see are spirits from over ther helping us

posted August 09, 2005 04:28 AM         

Hello, leo on fire

I'l have a look at your dream as soon as I can.

posted August 13, 2005 04:51 AM         

Anyone get any feelings about it? Any thoughts? Any intuitive inklings?

By the way, leo-on-fire, any idea how the child is doing?