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posted August 16, 2005 12:25 AM         

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I dream about him all the time, but this dream and the last one I posted on here seem to be the most important for some reason cos i can remember them.
I was at a house..I dont know who's but me and "g" were in the kitchen and there was this little boy with both of our face. Blonde and blue eyed like both of us and he was sitting on the counter. I kept going to hug the lil boy but "g" kept grabbing him away. The lil boy thought it was a game and just laughed. I went into the next room the find "g"'s lil girl playing on the floor by herself. I went to talk to her and we played dolls for a while. I went back into the kitchen and "g" was sitting at a desk leaned across the top of it laughing at something. I touched him on the shoulder and he turned his head and just laughed harder. I could see there was a window over the sink and i could see the lil boy outside playing. I went outside to play with him and we ran around chasing a dog. "g" came out with us and was playing and laughing and he kept grabbing me and pinning me down. Something tells me it should have been a happy dream but something felt off about it. Like it wasnt me living it but someone else and I was just watching. Like it was showing me what I couldn't have but "OH wouldn't it be nice." type thing. I woke up with that lil boy and "g"'s laughter in my head. The boy was about 3 years old..the same age as "g"s daughter right now, and he had my eyes. I have very strange looking eyes so its not hard to see where they came from. And I can only assume he was "g"s child cos he carried himself the same way, same stature, and attitude. Other than the eyes, everything else was "g". I don't know if this is me being fanciful or maybe I'm just subconsciously reminding myself of what could never be. The crazy thing about it tho is that no matter how much I consciously try to convince myself thats not the life for me, my dreams tell me other wise. This particular dream left me wanting that life in a way i never thought possible. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME FIGURE THIS ALL OUT!
Thank you
xxxxx

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posted August 16, 2005 04:21 AM         

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I'll tell you what I feel, about both dreams. This is not an interpretation, just feeling ... it feels like there is an empathetic bond still existing between the two of you, a certain bond with each other's feelings on an unconscious level. You know what I mean? It's rather spiritual, really. But that doesn't make it any less difficult. I wish I could tell you why there is such a strong connection with him, or what might be done about it, or some other advice, but there is nothing I can say. Sounds cliche, I know, but I truly believe everything is for a reason.

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posted August 16, 2005 01:49 PM         

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Ra, thank you for telling me your feeling. I tend to go with feelings but these dreams just leave me with a feeling of being out of control. Thanks again xxx

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posted August 17, 2005 03:42 AM         

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Out of control ... and you know he must be feeling very much that way as well.

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posted August 31, 2005 05:03 PM         

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He's coming back to work tomorrow..it'll be the first time in two months that i've seen him

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posted September 01, 2005 04:05 AM         

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