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posted August 17, 2005 02:31 AM         

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hi ra last night i had the worst dream ever i dont wanna go into detail its gross and everything besides ppl might think theres something wrong with me i wish someone could interpret it for me though cause it kinda fits with the dream of the liver and the blood
i was raped im not gonna go into detail but at sometime there was a bath with water and my blood and i saw my kidney and i cut it open just like in the other dream i also needed to get to the doctor but my mom postponed it and the doctor that was willing to help me i didnt like a guy and then i went to a woman and it took forever before she actually helped me and i was so aware of how close to death i am and i heard music very spiritual and newage then i saw a book it was like a vision i kinda opened it and in it was images of evil creatures its a book about satanism and christianity anyways i feel that this dream does have some kind of meaning i just dunno what and it bothers me i felt that my mom like always didnt really try to help me even though i couldve died ?????

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posted August 17, 2005 04:07 AM         

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I think this goes back into what we originally began talking about when you first started posting here. While reading your dream, I just keep asking, what is it within you that wants out so badly? Something buried that is making it's way out of your consciousness. There is so much conflict and division (book about satanism and christianity).

Are you okay, Hezer?

Are you going through some sort of major change, internally?

If you feel the need to relate any of the details, please feel free to e-mail.

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posted August 17, 2005 06:10 AM         

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Hey ra yeah well I dunno what is wrong with me how can I start uncovering whatever struggle there is inside of me I think I have this thing of burying all my feelings and stuff dunno im not sure im confused I hate having these dream I don’t wanna go to sleep if it continues like this what should I do who can I ask for help its just I feel that im searching for something I just dunno what and where to find it its so frustrating

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posted August 18, 2005 04:01 AM         

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It may be a good idea to find a professional counselor. I know how you feel about that, but just talking to someone will help, and they can actually give qualified advice. It needn't be anything formal, maybe even a school counselor, just an adult ear that you can trust. I cannot give advice on matters when it comes to a certain point, but I can certainly listen at any time.

What do you think about that? ... not your mother, what do you think about that?

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posted August 22, 2005 06:29 AM         

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hey ra thanx for always being kind and friendly yeah well ive tried that previously thing is it feels a bit fake to chat to a counselor and since im really into cousiling psychology etc its rather odd cause u know what they ask etc anyway ill one hopefully find someone to talk to thanx again

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posted August 23, 2005 04:36 AM         

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What better way to learn psychology than through yourself, direct experience. And a little outside help wouldn't hurt.

Just assure me that you'll at least think about it.

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posted September 02, 2005 05:07 AM         

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Hi Ra, I am back again. Happy to see you. Most others in this forum I could not recognize.

gemini girl, You are afraid of evil that you are repressing. It is better to experience evil thereby releasing repression. Once the evil is experienced and re-experienced many times, such dreams will stop. This is just my interpretation, Ra would have to tell whether this is accurate.

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posted September 08, 2005 03:32 PM         

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hi raj_105_2001
thanx i really think ur interpretation is more than correct when i read it, i got a feeling like as if u were this traveler ur soul or something i just had a vision lol dont mind me but u know when u walk by someone and ur just passing by its like something familiar but u know ull never see it again i just got that feeling when i read ur post

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