posted August 20, 2005 11:57 AM         

I had this weird dream a few days ago… I was with this man, my actual love interest. I met him 18 years ago and was in love with him for many years but we never got together. I contacted him a few months ago after a long separation (more than 5 years of not seeing each other).I was dreaming with him repeatedly over the last year before contacting him and I know he asked about me all the time that we were apart… I believe he was calling me…

But after meeting once and then talking for a couple of manths on the phone, his enthusiasm faded… He stopped visiting me in dreams… Until a few days ago…

In that dream, we were together, as a couple just starting to go out… He introduced me to his mother. He took me to his house. I don’t know her in real life but in the dream was very pleasant. Incisive and clever, but sweet at the same time. She had his eyes. He was with me all the time, but silent, not interfering, only observing how his mother and I interacted… Listening to my answers to her questions. She made me lots of questions… I remember being nervous, wanting to be liked and accepted, wishing for him to help me out… but he wouldn’t say a word…

A couple of days before I dreamt with one of his very close friends. He could even be on holidays with him at that very moment in real life… His friend was taking me out just to evaluate if I was the right girl for him… It was again a lot of questions about myself… but I remember being a bit more relaxed than with his mother… He wasn’t with us in the dream but I could feel his presence… Listening…

Could it be us meeting in the astral plane, I mean him, his friend, his mother and I? Our souls astral traveling or do this hold a symbological meaning or subconscious message not involving any of their souls?

posted August 22, 2005 01:37 PM         

You may be right...

Today I dreamt with him again... This time we met in a garden... He said he had to talk to me about something serious... I was scared because I think he wanted to say goodbay, that he was going to reject me...

He saw the panic in my face but then said... "Well, I've been thinking about it... And, I seriously think we should give it a go and be together... It'll be fine... We are meant for each other..."

posted August 23, 2005 04:18 AM         

I think Pixie's instincts are probably better on this than are mine, and the symbology can certainly support it. I would also add that all the many questions you were asked, you were asking yourself. I mean, it's like you are trying to figure out who and what you really are, at least as relates to this situation. Does that make sense?

Anyway, what are you going to do?

posted August 23, 2005 12:55 PM         

Well, what can I do? I'll wait until he decides... He knows I'm interested... Insisting didn't work and I don't feel right chasing him... As in the dreams, he needs to value me, make a decision and then step forward... I guess...