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steelrose
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posted August 29, 2005 11:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for steelrose     Edit/Delete Message
Arrgg... And this awful dream I had on Friday night...

I was in this dark house, visiting... maybe helping, I don’t remember much... The atmosphere was dense, oppressive, dark and cold... All curtains in the house were closed, light was dim... Similar to the atmosphere in “The Others”, remember the film with Nicole Kidman?

This woman was giving birth... no partner... there was something like shame in the air, something to be hidden... Pain, disgrace...

The baby was malformed... Like a little monster... Big head, small arms and legs with a protuberant spine, alien-like, like a chamaleon...

The women helping the mother advised to get rid of the “creature” whispering... She stood for it, claiming it was her baby... She held it and cocooned it... She was too old to try again...

I remember my disgust when finally they let me see the baby... The horrible little monster...

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Ra
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posted August 31, 2005 01:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Not a nice feeling dream.

I'll give it a bit more thought. Has something begun in your life that disgusts you?


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steelrose
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posted August 31, 2005 02:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for steelrose     Edit/Delete Message
Not really, Ra...

I'll give it a thought...

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steelrose
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posted September 02, 2005 11:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for steelrose     Edit/Delete Message
What if this newborn is my new life? The life that I started when I came back from the UK…

Or the choice I recently made to back to the UK for work… It was a tough choice, I put career first because I felt I was sacrificing nothing. I still think it will be sadder to stay without a life of my own while all my friends are getting married and having children.

Maybe I’m now too old to try again… Like that woman in the dream… I usually feel this is my last chance to put things right… And it’s not working…

Deep down I feel such a loser because I couldn’t get a good partner that would stay with me and love me as my friends did…

Maybe it’s something else, much serious than this… The baby was deformed… It was disgusting, really awful…

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Ra
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posted September 02, 2005 03:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
... you've been reading my notes. That's generally what I think, and I should have time tonight to give you my thoughts.

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Ra
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posted September 03, 2005 04:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
This dream reflects energies that are playing a part in your psyche - all of the elements of this dream are reflections of self. You are the woman - no partner, alone, pain, "too old to try again". Represented is the birth of a new attitude, a new thought-form, one which is "malformed", unhealthy. The malformed baby represents the attitude you have about your future. It reflects upsetting/disturbing energies within yourself, a "monstrous" unconscious energy which has been growing inside of you and is now emerging as your reality, and you are "disgusted" that things have manifested in this way. But at the same time you are holding on dearly to what you perceive to be the way things have to be.

As with any "creature", the malformed can be tranformed ... but the transformation cannot be forced, it must be allowed to manifest, and for that you must love yourself and have faith that the Universe, that God, will guide you, that all things happen for a reason, and that the future holds promise for growth and for happiness.

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