posted August 31, 2005 07:36 PM         

If you can imagine, A large hill made of concrete with groves filled with water. There are manities swiming up and down the groves. I am there with a freind (they are not true and I know this but not really /blush) We take our turn in a large bowl riding down the water filled groves. When we get to the bottom there is an ancient but kind man standing at the edge of the pool. He slips from view as i fall into the water. As i start to sink i know that he has told my "freind" to save me, but as i sink my "freind" is floating near the surface watching me. Betrayl.....even now it makes me want to cry. I breath in the water (no pain it feels like air) and i know i'm going to die. Then an imense peace comes over me. Light everywhere. My body goes into convultions, yet I feel no pain. Then blackness.

Same night

Not much to this one.

There are 3 or 4 people in a room with me and I bend over to look under a chair and there is a small spider. Getting up i ask for a can of spider killer spray. Leaning back down the spider is bigger and pregnant, I watch as it lifts it's butt and there in the middle of it is a black human fetus with a red hourglass on it's belly. (blackwidow) I kill both.

Thank you for listening

posted September 01, 2005 04:03 AM         

Interesting dreams. I'll have a closer look as soon as I can.

posted September 02, 2005 02:47 AM         

Your dream is full of symbology. Ra will know much more than me but one thing I have noticed with my own dreams and life is when I dream of spiders someone around me is trying to somehow invade me. What I mean by that is they are trying to manipulate or control me, not in a good way.

Hope that helps

posted September 04, 2005 12:20 PM         

Does this make any sense to you?

I must say that the part where you are drowning feels peculiar. The way you describe it feels real ... maybe this betrayal is connected to a past-life experienced where you drowned?

posted September 06, 2005 01:20 PM         

Yes thank you Ra, soon after I had that dream I have felt betrayed by my in-laws.

I have never experienced my past-lives so I'm not sure about that. Although the drowning part of that dream was so real. I didn't really feel that I had been asleep. I think that if I had been awake at all I would have been jumping around on the bed like a fish out of water

Thank you so much hun!