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archangelgabby411
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posted September 17, 2005 10:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for archangelgabby411     Edit/Delete Message
I end up in this building investigating murders and smoking a ciggarette. These are strage murders, I then go to this building right across the street from a bright orange building. Theirs different ethnic people here wathing this older lady she tricked me into being her volunteer.I didnt know what the hell I was in for. She quickly strapped me down to a table and started cutting my flesh,, I was screaming iin agony so badly I was crying in my sleep really crying tears. I then saw these crazy ******** with their kids cheering this on . I managed to wake up after by a miracle. So I ran out as fast as I could down these stairs and down an escalator remembering where the building was located. I begged a woman to calll so she refused and I stole her cell phone. I called the cops. They went to the building. The last things I remember was they linked the man in the beginning and the woman. The woman had a brew pot she was watching me. She spoke these words poor lil innocent virgin, youll be tormented your whole life. I then saw her say short cut she put a spell on me to take it. I then saw woods and my cousin when she was younger standing on a step saying dont you just love birthdays, I knew Id never see my next when, I ran out of that building begging for my life the woman coldly said laughing it will teach you not to fight against me wont it. I remembered her trying to call these cats. But, I ended up calling thee 2 huge cats who were gigantic. They were scavengers both male cats. I remember them eating a grasshopper and a rat . I remember walking backwards. Well then, I saw a tree well there was a dead body. All tore up basically everything went back to these two people all linked. And I was trying to remove the co2 bomb she planted inm y stomach. Then I woke up freaking out.

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Ra
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posted September 20, 2005 04:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Wow, AAG, that's one heck of a dream. I have a few ideas and I'll try to get them together as soon as possible.

I remember walking backwards.

That statement stands out. In which area of your life do you feel you are taking steps backward? Have you fallen into some old pattern? That is what this dream revolves around.

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archangelgabby411
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posted September 20, 2005 11:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for archangelgabby411     Edit/Delete Message
Yes I feel this new friend I have is using me to get revenge on the same people I dont like. I couldnt see it before but feel this now and I was told im not normal because when, I get upset I let it out by talking about it or crying then afterwards Im back to my old happy self. Really is this bad because I dont dwell on things.Ive learned to laugh at things to cherr myself up.

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cathy1111100xxx
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posted September 22, 2005 02:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cathy1111100xxx     Edit/Delete Message
I was told im not normal because when, I get upset I let it out by talking about it or crying

Who is telling you this??

I would think it is perfectly NORMAL to have emotional responses to things that upset you. It's part of being human. I would be looking at the person that is saying this to you, it sounds very controlling, which is abuse.

Love and light

Cathy

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posted September 23, 2005 04:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
You're right about that, Cathy.

AAG, this dream suggests that you are "investigating" aspects of self that have been destroyed or not respected, or that you wish to get rid of. There is a balancing taking place (orange building) in your life/psyche which has been initiated by recent negative feelings about yourself, perhaps old insecurities (being tortured). These recent feelings have in turn been initiated by some old pattern that you have stepped back into (walking backwards). It could also be suggested that this issue, this inner struggle, has roots deeper than you are aware, roots in the unconscious (woods), perhaps tied into an experience from your past (scene with cousin). Whatever it is, you have repressed the energy/emotion of the experience for so long that it threatens to explode (co2 bomb in stomach). The dream suggests that you may not be getting any help with this (woman refused to call) and may have to handle it on your own. A need for some grounding is indicated (ran down stairs/down escalator).

The issue seems to be intimately involved with the cold, older woman in the dream ... who could she represent? Your mother?

Does this make sense?

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archangelgabby411
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posted September 23, 2005 03:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for archangelgabby411     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you for your reply guys.I dont really know if this woman is my cousin or aunt or who? Really all I know is she was plain evil. She was so determined to get revenge on me I felt shed stop at nothing. I felt like I was back in my childhood again. When I was humiliated in front of people and beat on and I turmed for help but instead it seemed no one could understand me. Even now Im sorry as Im typing this tears are rolling down. I feel I dont know who I am supposed to be. I feel insignificant because the way I was treated by my own family. Even now I still feel like that lil girl.Seeing my cousins laugh at me and always getting people to hutr me. Yet getting hit on as a child too. Even now my mom used to say why do I punish myself, and try to act so tough you have a good heart shell so show it. Really whats the use when people only use it against you. They find it a weakness. I feel as Im talking to you this old hag represents everyone put together as one person who has tormented me.

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cathy1111100xxx
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posted September 24, 2005 02:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for cathy1111100xxx     Edit/Delete Message
Hi AAG

sounds as if you really did it tough in your childhood, but I have heard it said that those that come from the darkest pasts can actually shine the brightest.

Do you read personal growth books etc, it may be worth your while to do some work on coming to terms with this abuse in your chilhood.Always remember NOBODY DESERVES ABUSE and I also believe that God doesn't ever give you any experience that you cannot handle. You must be an old soul to have chosen your difficult path.

Love and Light

Cathy

"When the heart weeps for what it has lost , the soul laughs for what it has found"

Sufi aphorism

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archangelgabby411
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posted September 25, 2005 01:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for archangelgabby411     Edit/Delete Message
I found this great website on line free its called Mood Gym it really has helped me somuch already its a self help sort of thing. Ive always felt like an old soul my whole life as crazy as it sounds mym other sometimes used to call me her mom.

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archangelgabby411
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posted September 25, 2005 01:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for archangelgabby411     Edit/Delete Message
my mom was abused and my father also her my mom never felt loved nor my father I do believe inm y heart this is why they behaved in this pattern I took responsibility for my actions now to not cause fights by arguing back things will be just fine if you believe they will they wilL inm y heart I know what my uncle meant before he died he knew he was dying and never told us he said to me your the strong one you have to be strong for your mother she needs you. It sounds like a movie huh. but thats exactly how its happened.

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archangelgabby411
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posted September 25, 2005 01:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for archangelgabby411     Edit/Delete Message
ty both very much for all your help its true life is a journey and theres always a light at the end of every tunnel

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cathy1111100xxx
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posted October 02, 2005 09:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cathy1111100xxx     Edit/Delete Message
You are welcome and you are right

Love and light

Cathy

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