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posted October 19, 2005 06:11 AM         

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Hi Ra.. I haven't been posting my dreams lately... I haven't been dreaming lately actually... but last night i had a terrible dream so i decided to ask you to give me some insight... it got me worried a bit.... don't wish anything similar could happen in real life....
I dreamt that my current boyfriend ( that i'm very much in love with and the one that all my dreams are about hehe) cheated on me. I cought him but I can't exactly remember how. I saw her. Tall, slim, blonde young woman. Very beautiful actually. She looked like a barbie doll. I was crying and was talking to him and he was telling me that he loves me but just because he felt alone in the past few weeks, that i was always away and when with him, in some other world he had to cheat. I told him that I didn't care, that no one would ever find out about it, i just wanted him back. Then he said that he would be with me. I saw her around and i was looking at her hoping that i would find something not pretty about her. but she was so... mystical.... like there was something about her.. and i could somehow understand.. and i was SO jealous... not of her beauty but of her being with him.. she reminded me of me somehow.... same style... and i came up to her and saw her using a perfume which i was supposed to get from him... and that made me really angry.. all of a sudden there was a storm, and it was very dark and i saw him on a bridge... standing there and telling me that he felt so alone in past few weeks becaus ei always argue and check up on him too much, i dont trust him enough and that he doesnt feel the love anymore, that he needs to go... i dropped on my knees and was begging him to come back that i love him and stuff. and he dropped two rings.. one was mine old one that i used to were on my index finger and the other one very similar to it , hers, which is in reality my new one that i wear on the same finger... and he left.... he said he was going alone but i dont think he was... i had a feeling he was going with her! then i was with my friends sitting where we usually meet up.. i lit up a cigarette and didnt say anything.. and i just hear my friend saying "oi, everybody, leave dee alone for she is not in the mood today" and everyone was staring at me... and i tried to avoid their loks, especially my friend's boyfriend's, he was looking at me weird.. then i hear people askign why and her answering "her boyfriend broke up with her" and i lift my head up in order to prevent the tears, stood up and ran away to some toilets where graffiti were everwhere... i was sobbing and trying to find him and i somehow knew that he will never come back.. i had a feeling that he moved countries... that he just disappeared from my life.... woke upa nd was not sure if it was adrema or not... i kept on telling myself "its a dream, its a dream" but couldnt relax till i called him...
ra, what is wrong? Do u think there are some signs? I've got no idea.. everything was fine.. why these dreams??? It was terrible...

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posted October 20, 2005 02:47 PM         

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Hello greycat

I'll be back with some thoughts.

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posted October 20, 2005 03:23 PM         

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I think you might be holding on to him to tight.and your subconsceince mind might be telling you that.

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posted October 21, 2005 03:32 AM         

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A definate possibility ... wise words, Mama Mia.

How do you feel about that, greycat? Is that possible? Do you feel insecure in the relationship? What are your fears? Does your boyfriend exhibit any behaviour that concerns you?

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posted October 21, 2005 04:28 AM         

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Thank you for your replays!
I might... I'm very scared of losing him but everything was so fine... nothing concerns me at the moment... i don't know...

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posted October 27, 2005 04:34 AM         

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Should I have another look at this dream? I kind of feel like it was left open-ended.

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posted October 27, 2005 06:20 AM         

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It's okay Ra. Thank you very very much. You always help and i greatly appreciate it!

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posted October 28, 2005 04:38 AM         

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Thank you.

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