posted November 17, 2005 09:02 AM
*all giddy*
I was driving somewhere with May. Actually - someone else was driving but I didn't see his face - just that he had dark hair - May was in the passenger seat and I was in the back seat just chilling out. Now, in this dream I was really really attractive. I had this perfect killer body and damn... why was I only dreaming?! *shakes fist*
this guy drove up next to us in a crap car but it was written all over that he was selling it for $100,000. I said "Look May that guy is on crack!"
We stopped at a light and he looked over and got out of his car and was hovering by my window. I rolled it down to see what he wanted. He seemed like he really was on drugs but he was just insane. He was talking really fast and saying something about he wanted me to throw up on him and then go down on him at the same time.
I smiled politely and closed the window - told the driver to keep going - quick.
We found a part of town that was like New Orleans (at Mardi Gras) meets Las Vegas. There were so many people partying and so many clubs to go to. May and I got out. My hair was blue and I was wearing shiny pvc platform boots with matching hotshorts, fishnets and a matching tube top like thing. I was half naked really but my body was rockin'. *shakes fist at dream*
So we go into one place and we're mingling and having a good time. We sit at a table with some drinks and May says "Hey isn't the guy behind you from the car outside?"
I looked and sure enough, it was, he was following us. May freaked all out and took me upstairs but there wasn't anything going on up there so finally I was like "May, **** that guy! I don't care if he's downstairs. I'll kick his ass if he bothers us."
So we walked downstairs, admiring each other's outfits. May was in perfect shape too and she was happy because she got to buy new vinyl outfits.
Once downstairs the guy did leave us alone and at one point we went in the bathroom to do our makeup. Some goth chick came in when I was doing mine and started yelling at me. Apparently she had hated me for a long time. She had a cigarette and tried to mush it into my back to burn me but I turned around, grabbed it from her, and put it in her hair - setting most of her hair on fire before i was nice enough to put it out.
"Don't try that again, ***** !" I said, "Or next time I'll kick your ASS! Fair warning."
May and I went back out into the club which had mostly changed into a bookshop. I was all excited because Alphaville's new book "Forever Young II" was coming out and they were selling a big section of them! It was $70 for even the softcover one. I picked it up and went to the counter. There were two guys there at the register and when I handed the book over I had to tell them my name because they were asking for everyone's but I didn't know why.
I gave mine to them (but it wasn't my waking name, btw) and the man near the register looked at the otherone. "That's her -that's her."
I was all confused but the man at the register checked a notepad or something and said "Well yes it is. Wow."
The other man said "He's been waiting for you since last time you met."
I said "What? WHO?"
And he pointed up to a loft in the bookstore where there was a massive stage. Marian was there practicing with the live band and I hadn't seen them up there before. Just then they started to do "All In the Golden Afternoon."
"All in the golden afternoon full leisurely we glide
For both our oars, with little skill
By little arms are plied
While little hands make vain pretence
Our wanderings to guide
Ah, cruel three!
In such an hour beneath such dreamy wheather
To beg a tale of breath too weak
To stir the tiniest feather
And what can one poor voice avail
Against three tongues together
Anon, to sudden silence won, in fancy they persue
The dream child moving through a land of wonders
Wild and new
In friendly chat with bird or beast
And half believe it true
And ever as the story drained
The walls of fancy dry and faintly strove
That weary one to put the subject by the next time
It is next time the happy voices cry
Thus grew the tale of wonderland
Thus slowly one by one
It's quaint events were hammered out
And now the tale is done and home we steer
A merry crew
Beneath the setting sun"
I asked the guy "Why was he looking for me?"
and he said "So you can sing with him."
and I said "pffft yeah right i can't sing anywhere near like that. He's confused."
The guy seemed amused that I'd think that Marian was confused and he shook his head, "No, he's not confused. He knows."
I watched the song going on onstage and it got louder and louder until it wasn't just coming from the stage but from everywhere and all around and in my own head! Then Marian looked down off the stage and smiled at me because somehow he knew it was in my head and approved. And when he smiled my little heart went "AHHHHHHHHHHH LUFF HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM!"
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and this is judgement day, so why don't you stay -
and we're killing some time before it kills us anyway -
waiting for the new light...