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proxieme
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posted December 10, 2005 10:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for proxieme     Edit/Delete Message
I won't be able to get this all right (some of its gotten fuzzy), but...:

I was sitting on my kitchen counter, legs up off of the ground, when Meg (my daughter) came to get some attention. I showed her some, played with her, etc., and then the dream looked through my kitchen door's window to show someone sitting in a car, interior light on, watching the whole scene.

Later, he's somehow in our house (and I remember him as the guy in the car), and he says that he's going to rape me.
That actually doesn't scare me - what he may do afterwards does.
I say, "Fine, just don't hurt my family."
I even cover up everyone's eyes and say, "See? We don't know what we look like! We won't report anything! Just don't hurt my husband and child."

It gets a little fuzzy here, and I...
...our house is placed like inside the courtyard of a prison in which the inmates have revolted, they're in control, and our house is part of a watchtower complex.
It's gone from being one story to a tower.

Again, it's fuzzy here, but the main point is that the impending rape doesn't scare me (and it's not the main instrument of fear being used by the attacker) - it's what he may do to harm us.
Like I have to go get Meg...somewhere...she's in the main prison complex (that isn't laid out like a prison at all; I just know that it's the building). My Mom has her, and I can visit her, but if I try to escape we'll all be killed (and my husband's back at "our house").

The dream goes to the roof of "our house" and it shows the attacker using some sort of weapon to *explode* a man in the courtyard/parking lot in front of the main prison building (I don't know who the guy was, but I know that in the dream he was related to me) just to show me that he can.

There's just constant shows of force like that, and the whole time I'm trying divert attention from my child (who's not there but is reachable and in danger...if that makes sense) and my husband.

And, again, fuzzy: I'm actually raped in the end, but that was a very small part of the dream.
My main focus was, after that, was to get him *out* and *away* from us.

~~~
There's another part to the dream (after I woke-up briefly and fell asleep again) that involves that same guy trying to get back, rape me again, but this time *kill my family*; but the main focus of this one is trying to keep him out of the house entirely.
Fuzzy, but he's trying stow away in our car.
It's like he can't get in this time unless it's through us or by us.

Annnyway.

Any thoughts?

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FishKitten
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posted December 10, 2005 02:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for FishKitten     Edit/Delete Message
Hi Prox. You have mail at your gmail address that I used before.

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proxieme
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posted December 10, 2005 04:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for proxieme     Edit/Delete Message
Heya FK - And you have a response

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Ra
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posted December 13, 2005 04:09 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Hello proxieme

Well, I certainly hope this is a reflection of normal, mother/wife fears. Feeling particularly insecure, or anxious/worried?

I'll give it some more thought.

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Ra
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posted December 15, 2005 04:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Is your husband away from home? Are you concerned about him and his safety?

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posted December 22, 2005 11:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message

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