posted December 21, 2005 01:23 PM         

Whenever you get time tell me what you think or should I say what you feel

I took a plane on a whim to San Francsico. For some reason it was very easy to go and I didn’t think about it much. It was ‘daytime’ all thought it seemed like ‘nighttime’ the sky was very grey. I entered my Ex's apartment although I’m not sure how. I didn’t have a ‘key’ as it were. I had brought the Kem cd in the Amazon box (which I sent him in real life) and I was going to leave it on the stereo and leave but I didn’t. In the dream I thought he was at work so I didn’t expect him to come home for awhile. I lay down on the rug in the living room (nice rug…) and fell asleep. I’m not sure how long but when I woke up I thought that I had better leave since I hadn’t told him I was coming. I started to leave but then I thought I hadn’t seen the rest of the apartment so I go upstairs. I entered his room (nice bed…low platform with that light beech wood big down pillows and a white comforter …) but the room was very dark…at the point I walked in the room I knew I shouldn’t have come…I hadn’t thought about the consequences at all until that moment and then I thought this was a bad idea. he was home. Also asleep. He woke up and turn and looked at me…I stammered on why I was there and that I would be going soon. I ran down stairs and locked myself in the downstairs bathroom (not that he has a downstairs bathroom…) I was changing my clothes from my pajamas to clothes so I could go, I don’t remember how I ended up in pj’s in the first place. It seemed to be just before dawn outside. I looked out the window and he was across the street outside sweeping what seemed to be a store front…I came out of the bathroom and he walked back in the house and he was EXTTREMELY angry with me. I can only remember one time with him being mad at me. I had said something I don’t remember what but he was very mad. This was the same feeling, I stammered that I was sorry for invading your privacy and that I just didn’t think about it and then I started crying and stammering more…the whole thing was very weird. He gave me a long hug and kissed me on my forehead and said something like 'you have to stop, I may be back but you can't do this' but he was no longer angry and I left with it being very cold but the sun coming up…I was back on the plane and then I woke up.

Now the one message is easy...stop obsessing but what else do you see...

posted December 28, 2005 04:27 AM         

I'll read it over a few times and see if anything else comes to mind. Noticed though, is that this dream looks more like an astral visit, in many ways. I'll show you what I mean when I get a chance.

posted January 04, 2006 01:29 PM         

For some reason it was very easy to go - taking the plane was easy because you were actually travelling astrally.

It was 'daytime' all though it seemed like 'nighttime' the sky was grey. - you were dimly aware or partially conscious of the tracel/experience.

I entered my Ex's apartment although I’m not sure how. I didn’t have a ‘key’ as it were. - because you were in the astral!

The middle of the dream, including your ex's anger, seems to reflect the conflict within about the relationship/situation. The end of the dream again suggests that you were communing astrally with your ex's astral counterpart. ...

He gave me a long hug and kissed me on my forehead and said something like 'you have to stop, I may be back but you can't do this' but he was no longer angry and I left with it being very cold but the sun coming up…I was back on the plane and then I woke up.

That's about all I have to add. What do you think?

posted January 04, 2006 04:23 PM         

The twilight thing seems right on. This whole thing happened around 4:30 AM...the sky looked as it was at the time I was dreaming/roaming around...

The anger was definately coming from how I know he would feel if he just found me in his apartment with out asking...

The hug and kiss were 'real' though...very odd...very cool...kinda spooky...

Thanks so much for being there RA...you are always there to clear away the cobwebs...I...We (all of us you come to you) really appreciate it.

posted January 06, 2006 03:50 AM         

Nothing to fear about the little astral trip you took. I believe we all do this quite often, only we are not conscious of it, we do not remember. When we do remember, it often takes on a dream quality, like yours. Seems to be a very natural process. No one and nothing is going to take your body.