posted January 12, 2006 01:26 PM
The dreams won't stop, I have been broken up with my ex a week short of a year. There was alot of unexplained things at first but I got answers from his best friend..Which was good bc it helped me to move on Prior to that I was dreaming of horrific Tornadoes..Finally things seemed to ease up and I began feeling fine. Even though we had broken up I still knew that he had feelings for me but he never revealed but my Pisces senses let me know and my dreams of him keeps revealing.
We have not had one decent talk basically since we split but I would see him in the gym and we were to others basically strangers.All this time that we have been broken up I dream of him. A couple months ago we finally began to talk a lil and well I saw him in the gym and I decided to give him a hug and he attempted to kiss me in the mouth but I turned my head and he kissed me right on the outside of my lip. I knew then that he still cared for me deeply...
NOW I wanted to talk outside the gym and he agreed but he reniged and when I texted him to comment and let him know that I still cared he pulled away. I have not talk to him since.
However I keep dreaming about him very loving dreams mostly us kissing and hugging. BUT in the dreams he seems a lil unsure of things but we continue to hug and kiss like we are ok.. Seems like when I say I am done the dreams come stronger.
I can't figure this out why does he keep meeting me in my dreams. I thought he was my soul mate but when he ran off after he realized that I still really cared for him changed that for me.. Is it just me holding on or what ???