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Topic: Is this an attack?
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Neptune's Muse Knowflake Posts: 244 From: Wonderland Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 04, 2006 10:19 AM
Hello Ra and all,This is such a weird experience, I don't know what to make out of it. I was having a very lucid dream and in the middle i saw myself having an OBE, I don't know if this is me dreaming that I am having an OBE or I did indeed have one, the OBE was me calling someone's name (the person who have visited me before) and all I get is a shapeless figure (circular, pehaps) and it is all black, dark colour, no face, just a thing, it is a figure shape...and in this experience, i was sure that this cannot be the person and i kept calling their name but this figure was attacking me, like holding me and trying to kiss me...and I am thinking it cannot be them and I am disturbed if it was indeed them and they are doing what they are doing and I am trying to snap out of it but I cannot, like trying to return or something. The first time i had an involuntary OBE, i woke up saying the person's name and i saw a figure from the back as well dressed in black but I felt the snap while returning. Does any of this making sense? I am thinking maybe there is a reason why we are not meeting yet but then again if I should avoid this person (if indeed this happened and it has been them in the dream/OBE) then why is it persistent? Or is it a mistaken identity? Help? IP: Logged |
Ra Moderator Posts: 807 From: Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 08, 2006 04:06 AM
Hello Neptune's Muse I'm not quite sure what to think about your experience. It does sound to me like at least a partially aware OBE, and the third person perspective does make one wonder what exactly was going on. What is your gut feeling (don't analyze it!) about the relationship with this person? Your very first thought ... IP: Logged |
Neptune's Muse Knowflake Posts: 244 From: Wonderland Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 08, 2006 03:30 PM
Thanks for replying Ra. There is no relationship as of yet, but my feelings are mixed, in the sense that I know there is a spiritual connection perhaps, maybe it is not pleasant one, maybe the lesson is not a nice one, who knows. Been trying to get it off my mind seriously, and I managed to control it consciously and emotionally compared to before, but the dreams won't stop. Before, this person was contantly on my mind and I used to have energy floods of thought and emotions, all of sudden I would be in the library for instance thinhking of something else, my mind is occupied, and I get a rushing gut emotion out of nowhere that would leave me breathless!! Out of nowhere and they are back in the thought treadmill. Very bizarre Ra! If they are sending energy (through thoughts or whatever) isn't e-mail easier, or astral visits are easier for them? I don't know, I am having mixed feelings about this...but I am glad it's under control now compared to before.I ask my higher-self everynight to show me the reality of this situation... IP: Logged |
Ra Moderator Posts: 807 From: Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 11, 2006 03:14 AM
I do not necessarily think that this experience was done intentionally ... if anything, I would guess that this is a pretty unconscious happening. It is likely that the other (if there indeed was another) was/is totally unaware of this event.Asking your higher self for clarity is just exactly what I would do, too. Pay attention to the dreams you have if you go to sleep after asking for answers. Even if the dream does not seem to be related, there could be a relevant message. IP: Logged |
Neptune's Muse Knowflake Posts: 244 From: Wonderland Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 11, 2006 05:57 AM
Thank You Ra! IP: Logged | |