|
Author
|
Topic: Mrs. Dracula
|
Lady331
Knowflake Posts: 76
From: Slovakia
Registered: Aug 2005
|
posted February 04, 2006 12:37 PM
 
Hello Ra! I'm VERY curious about this one.
 I'm lying in bed with Dracula. I'm about to marry him soon. I don't love him, but I don't hate him either. There are books and magazines around.
Suddenly he tells me, that he'd like to make love to me and starts touching me. I say NO, but he doesn't get angry, or rape me.
He treats me very soft actually, he's very sensitive, but he's hiding it. He would never hurt me. I think he really loves me.
He asks me to read a thick book instead. This book is about history of his entire family, that we're going to visit the next day, especially his mother is important. So I start reading , but it's too difficult for me so I quit. I mean, this book is complicated.  IP: Logged |
Yang
Knowflake Posts: 1443
From: Somewhere over the Clouds
Registered: May 2004
|
posted February 04, 2006 01:49 PM
Dreamimg of a vampire (in this case, Dracula) often represents the fear of emotional and sexual relationships ( you did mention you said No to Drac. when he wanted to make love to you).
A book (specially a sacred one like the Bible. In this case, Draculas's family book) signifies hidden or sacred knowledge. It can represent you needed to look into the realms of sacred knowledge or reassurance that you are going in the right direction. Perhaps in this case , your reaction to a sexual relationship!IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 23114
From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000
|
posted February 06, 2006 07:17 AM
Cool dream!------------------
"There is no use trying," said Alice; "one can't believe impossible things." "I dare say you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast." Lewis Carroll IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 831
From:
Registered: Jun 2005
|
posted February 11, 2006 03:41 AM
Hello Lady331  Yang makes some very good points. Does any of that make sense to you? How is your relationship with your mother? In childhood?  IP: Logged |
Lady331
Knowflake Posts: 76
From: Slovakia
Registered: Aug 2005
|
posted February 12, 2006 05:02 AM
Actually I WANT emotional and sexual relationship. There is nothing I want more. 
Naturally I want to know, if what I'm doing is right.
I love my mom very much, although she's not here for me emotionally... When I was a kid I couldn't be without her. Everytime she was gone I was waiting for her crying. That's how I remember. I've always needed to feel safe.  P.S. Today I had another dream, I wanted to buy condoms, but I didn't enough money. They cost 63 and at the cash desk I realized that I had only 20 or 30.  IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 831
From:
Registered: Jun 2005
|
posted February 12, 2006 12:33 PM
Hello Lady331 ... I got this 'message' about your dream and I just want to know if it makes sense to you.
The last time I read your dream, this is what I 'heard' ... ... and complicated seems the relationship with the dreamer's mother. This is the reason she quit reading, because she was reading about her own mother and about the historical complexities arising out of that karmic relationship. Then I asked myself, "so why Dracula and not a female vampire?" Because this dream relates the dynamics that the dreamer has with men, and how the relationships she has with men are influenced by the relationship she has with her mother, as well as the relationships that the men in her life have with their own mothers. Do you think this could be right? Does it make sense to you? IP: Logged |
Lady331
Knowflake Posts: 76
From: Slovakia
Registered: Aug 2005
|
posted February 13, 2006 02:39 PM
There's something about it... but could you tell me what EXACTLY that means? 
As I already said my mom has never been here for me emotionally. None of my friendships with girls has ever been satisfying for me. Never ever. I don't find girls and women sensitive enough for me. I don't feel connected with them. I can't trust them. I realized that I don't even want female friends anymore...
I prefer boys and men.They're great. I feel much better in their company.So I suppose all that has something to do with my mom, right? My mom rejected me emotionally in my early childhood and now I think that all the women are rejecting me that's why I don't trust them, and I love boys because...???
This is very intersting and I'd like to make it right. 
Question is, what can I do with that???
IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 3094
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
|
posted February 14, 2006 06:33 AM
Wow Ra.. your insights are astounding!IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 831
From:
Registered: Jun 2005
|
posted February 15, 2006 04:16 AM
Thanks Ms. Pixie ... I'm kind of experimenting more with that sort of "insight", I'm trying to trust it and see where it goes. It's just a bit strange though, you know? I mean the stuff just writes itself when its going right, and that's a peculiar feeling. I dunno. Lady331, I'll be back. IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 831
From:
Registered: Jun 2005
|
posted February 21, 2006 01:18 PM
Hello Lady Well, I'm not sure EXACTLY what that means, but it seems to suggest that your relationships with men are possibly codependent. You are looking for emotional security that you lacked from your mother in childhood, and it could be that the men you are attracted to have the same codependent, emotional need, due to the relationships they had with their mothers. Could this be so? The impression I received about the "historical complexities and karmic relationship" with your mother concerns past-lives and those dynamics. Thoughts?  IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 831
From:
Registered: Jun 2005
|
posted February 21, 2006 01:21 PM
... and the condom dream ....This could suggest that you need to feel safe (which you already verified), that you need emotional protection (condom), possibly due to a lack of self-esteem or self-worth (not enogh money to buy). Is this so? IP: Logged |
Lindaland
UBBFriend: Email This Page to Someone! 
