posted February 23, 2006 08:17 AM         

My sister just told me that you're the best in the world and I must admit that you are really good

This dream had two parts and each part was quite opposite, I mean emotionally...I want to know what it means having a dream like that?

In a first dream I was at a big shopping center I felt quite well and I think I was in a florist's or something because there were a lot of colours around.There was also my schoolmate, a boy I like but I'm not in love with.And I embraced him and started tenderly kissing him,which was so so beautiful and pleasant.He wasn't resisting.And later when he has already left he called me and invited me to go to theatre with him and I felt really happy...

In another dream I was at school in class with my schoolmates and there was no teacher around.I had this carry bag with myself and there were my panties in it and other private stuff.And my schoolmates kept on taking it out of my bag and laughing at me.Even when I picked it up and told them to stop they did it again and again.I felt very angry and sad and left alone and I was sitting on a floor at the back of the class and felt like crying...

posted February 23, 2006 01:20 PM         

I'm certainly no Ra, but may I make a few observations?

The first part of your dream seems to paint a wonderful picture of whOleness. You see many different colors, which together make up white light. And you are giving and receiving lOve freely.

The second part deals with fear and rejection, and I'm guessing that it represents a reaction to the first part of the dream. Your personal things are on display, and you get a bad reaction.

Maybe the message this dream is trying to send is that you're ready to become a more open, loving, unified individual, but you are also afraid to do so. If you open yourself to the point where you can see the many beautiful colors of Life, and can give and receive lOve freely, you will have opened yourself past any point of defense. You fear that if you do this, if you show this much of yourS-elf to the world, it will not be respected/treated kindly/accepted, and that will hurt.

Oddly enough, just before I checked this string I was thinking of posting something about fear vs. doubt. And looking over the active topics, it seems to be a running theme on Lindaland this morning. Or maybe that's just my perception.

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Can you imagine a world in which each person understood that his only responsibility was to give and receive love?

posted February 24, 2006 04:21 AM         

Thank you. I can assure you I'm not the best in the world, but hey, I am free!

In fact, Paras has taken the words from my mouth. I agree with him completely.

The first part of the dream reflects your desire, your need (shopping center), to express your emotions to others, to open yourself to someone emotionally. Being able to do this would make you feel happy and more secure, and as paras said, whole.

The second part of the dream reflects your fears about what may happen if you did open up, if you did express your true, private self (private stuff in bag). You fear feeling exposed, being ridiculed, judged (schoolmates laugh at you) ... you are afraid of being hurt, and you are afraid that you will not be accepted.

Does that sound about right?