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BloodRedMoon
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posted April 12, 2006 10:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for BloodRedMoon     Edit/Delete Message
I was on a train in the same place - or at least I felt it was the same island/peninsula. There was a dark haired woman that I knew in the dream. She sort of reminded me of an ex-friend but it wasn't her. She wanted me to go up to the first car of the train with her and I did. We stopped between the first and second car and she told me she was about to do something that would change everything. She liked me for some reason and told me to turn around and put my face in the corner and not to look forward. She went into the first car and set off these nuclear bombs. Most people were killed right away and I could feel the radiation sweep over me - very peculiar - but because I was in the corner I was somehow partially protected. Though my back side, which was exposed, was really messed up. It was red and cracked.

Then I was living in a post nuclear holocaust land. Where I lived was quarantined and no one could enter or leave for fear of spreading radiation. I was living with Vincent but he was always sleeping. One day, the woman came back and she looked a little different but I knew it was still her. I was surprised because I thought she died in the original explosions. She took me out into the yard and I saw she had another bomb. She intended to set it off again but in a different area that hadn't been affected before - another city - and I knew I had to somehow warn the people there.

I set out on the dirt road with a man who I knew in the dream (don't know who he is in waking life though he had dark hair) to the nearest city. We met with some small obstacles but quickly tossed those aside and finally we made it to the check point which was guarded by large security guys and cops. They didn't want to let us through. It was then that I realized that I was some kind of walking dead zombie and all of my skin was red, cracked, hard and bleeding and not just the skin on my back. I kept trying to tell them that the bomb was going to come to them next if we didn't do something but they didn't believe me because I was just a zombie and they wouldn't talk to zombies.

Then this little fairy came out from behind one of them. She had the body of a purple horse and the torso of a human and fairy wings and she was all of 6 inches tall. All the security looked up to her for some reason and I made some comment about "Sure you won't believe a zombie but you talk to fairy horse humans!". The fairy liked me and wanted me to get my message across but first I had to expose my 'wings'. The thing was that I didn't know HOW to do that because I'd never done it of my own will before - they used to just pop up when they wanted to. For some reason I thought of them as elephant wings. The man I was with had them already on his back but I hadn't noticed until just then. His were purple and reddish. He started trying to talk me through making mine come out. I was concentrating and meditating so hard and suddenly we were standing in crystal blue water up to our waists and there were several of the horse fairies swimming around us in a perfect circle. The man pushed me down into the water face first and was pushing my shoulders down so I couldn't get up or move in an effort to make me concentrate more.

Then I could see my own blood pumping through my veins. Some of it was normal blood but then there were the 'wing' blood cells and they started multiplying and showing some direction and then I could feel the wings starting to sprout from my back and they were pink with iridescent lights on them.

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and this is judgement day, so why don't you stay -
and we're killing some time before it kills us anyway -
waiting for the new light...

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Ra
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posted April 19, 2006 02:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Well, Amber, I was wondering how things are going with you since we last communicated, and this dream tells me much!

The dream suggests that the rigidly fixed (train) life path that you perceived you were living has been destroyed (nuclear explosion). I assume that you are now living away from Vincent (post nuclear holocaust/quarantined/Vin sleeps).

It now seems that you are growing out of the "zombie"-like state of being that you lived when with Vin, and are beginning to expand yourself, to grow, to know your freedom (grow wings).

The horse-fairies symbolize the awakening of latent energies within self, the transitioning development of your consciousness, the emergence of sacred energies from the unconscious into consciousness. The growth of your wings suggests that you have acted upon your intuitive urgings and are now ready to "fly" into new activity.

Does that sound right?

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BloodRedMoon
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posted April 21, 2006 02:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for BloodRedMoon     Edit/Delete Message
RA RA RA! You have no idea how much I write about you in my journal and all.


**The dream suggests that the rigidly fixed (train) life path that you perceived you were living has been destroyed (nuclear explosion). I assume that you are now living away from Vincent (post nuclear holocaust/quarantined/Vin sleeps).**

Yes, I am living away. It's still difficult as hell because I don't like to hurt anyone at all.


**It now seems that you are growing out of the "zombie"-like state of being that you lived when with Vin, and are beginning to expand yourself, to grow, to know your freedom (grow wings).**

To an extent! I'm still a little stuck in old patterns but I'm getting there. I still have some crap to work out and sort through but I am almost there.


**The horse-fairies symbolize the awakening of latent energies within self, the transitioning development of your consciousness, the emergence of sacred energies from the unconscious into consciousness. The growth of your wings suggests that you have acted upon your intuitive urgings and are now ready to "fly" into new activity.**

ahhhh that's reassuring! Sometimes I think it would be so easy to just give in and do what other people want me to do even though I wouldn't be happy doing it.


**Does that sound right?**

Yes! As usual - you are brilliant My dreamscapes have been so barren for a couple months now. I had this dream a while ago and only now just posted it.

email meeeeEEeeEEEeEEeeEEeeeee! I'd like to know how you are and what you're doing.

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