posted April 21, 2006 02:01 AM
RA RA RA! You have no idea how much I write about you in my journal and all.
**The dream suggests that the rigidly fixed (train) life path that you perceived you were living has been destroyed (nuclear explosion). I assume that you are now living away from Vincent (post nuclear holocaust/quarantined/Vin sleeps).**
Yes, I am living away. It's still difficult as hell because I don't like to hurt anyone at all.
**It now seems that you are growing out of the "zombie"-like state of being that you lived when with Vin, and are beginning to expand yourself, to grow, to know your freedom (grow wings).**
To an extent! I'm still a little stuck in old patterns but I'm getting there. I still have some crap to work out and sort through but I am almost there.
**The horse-fairies symbolize the awakening of latent energies within self, the transitioning development of your consciousness, the emergence of sacred energies from the unconscious into consciousness. The growth of your wings suggests that you have acted upon your intuitive urgings and are now ready to "fly" into new activity.**
ahhhh that's reassuring! Sometimes I think it would be so easy to just give in and do what other people want me to do even though I wouldn't be happy doing it.
**Does that sound right?**
Yes! As usual - you are brilliant My dreamscapes have been so barren for a couple months now. I had this dream a while ago and only now just posted it.
email meeeeEEeeEEEeEEeeEEeeeee! I'd like to know how you are and what you're doing.