posted September 25, 2006 04:09 AM         

Before that I had seen a guy near an amusement park like a ferry wheel behind again wearing a blue helmet with a light on his head.

I know that on this board is Zala and well I checked something that it's feminine name means beautiful.It's also Solvain name. Does that means I am going to meet some European.

posted September 27, 2006 01:04 PM         

By looking at a few of the main elements of the dream, it appears as if it reflects some issue in waking life that you are learning how to do (learning something), or how to create (design stage or background). You mention fighting three times which could suggest that there is some conflict going on in your life, and perhaps this is what you have inadvertently created - conflict. Or perhaps you are learning/creating something which is causing conflict, either internal or external. I don't know if this has to do with an actual guy, or masculine aspects of self.

I would suggest that perhaps the colour blue represents intuition, and that perhaps following your intuition can help you with the issue. But that's just an uneducated guess and I'm not at all certain about it. Blue can also represent "blue" emotions, spiritual energies, or even your mother. It depends on you, and the shade of blue.

You mention the colour blue many times ... how did you feel when you saw this colour?

How did you feel in this dream?

I know I haven't been much help yet, but maybe we can figure it out.

posted September 28, 2006 12:21 PM         

Now for actual dream here and your questions.

How did I felt during the dream ?
I was in a classroom setting maybe in the beginning shy , smitten by him and then bold enough to snap on his face. Something like I know I can do it. Name zala was weired and I know it was feminine name even before I checked internet to check what does that mean.I felt as if I was in one of american girl chick movies , campuses, fights, handsome guys, I wasn't afraid of fights but was kind of suspicious, curious especially during canteen and food meeting.It felt as if there is a crazy world around me and it's just that I am looking forward about this guy.( I like that I have something to look forward to in my personal life when other things are going crazy.)Again guy with friend wasn seemed to be immature and loyal. Last I was on computer designning so again learning how to do and it was also in blue.I even remember that lines of boxes were dark blue and inside they were light blue.

Amusement park guy was wearing helmet blue and light with yellow and could be near to London Eye

There are conflicts as I am moving to another country UK and lately I have been really in conflicts with my family. Although they are really excited about it I don't see them that helpful. It makes me angry.I am learning ,understanding culture, creating background for my family ...maybe....Do I personally want to go to UK? Maybe not...Only aim I have is to learn more and more ....know my true talents and at the same time do something financially beneficial as I feel I have never got any chance to do so.Do I blame them ? yes ...It's that I feel cheated as I had to give up lot in years although things are good in completely different manner. I am not sure whether I am doing right thing as I am not sure of unknown but I have urge of doing something by my own self. Take mine own initiative.Is it masculine side of me maybe yes?

You mention the colour blue many times ... how did you feel when you saw this colour?

As for Blue color yes I saw it different time...now I am starting to wonder whether I should name this dream Blue dream....

1. Blue cap on the guy reminded me of English Libran friend whom I met in China and I find him immature and disloyal but cap told me that - that person is loyal.

2.Blue strap and white T- Shirt with band in his hand. I didn't had any feeling for that color except it's cool. Although it reminded me of a student whom I consider is cool and deep.

3. In game designing mental effort was needed.Blue could be intuition.3 Stages I am not sure what it was about.I was playing some game.Challenge.I created for others.

4. Guy with blue helmet seemed to be really strong and handsome with brown eyes.I see it as 2 things loyalty and also in a way he was Hermit. He could be someone else or in me.

posted October 02, 2006 01:44 PM         

As for the dream, I think we are seeing the meaning. The conflict symbolized in the dream is two-fold, revolving around learning/school and your family, as well as your concerns about a mate. So the guy in the dream probably reflects your concerns about a relationship (you try to get his attention) as well as symbolizing the masculine side of self - as you said, taking your own initiative.

It seems that activating your "own initiative", acting upon the "urge of doing something by my own self", using your intuition, being loyal/true to yourself, and doing what you must to advance yourself will lead you to where you want to be.

It seems there is much to the dream anent the balancing of your feminine and masculine aspects.

What do you think?

posted October 06, 2006 02:45 AM         

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It seems that activating your "own initiative", acting upon the "urge of doing something by my own self", using your intuition, being loyal/true to yourself, and doing what you must to advance yourself will lead you to where you want to be.

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As I have no external support I feel I am doing something wrong.Being Loyal and to be committed to things what I have started. I know I can do it. It really matters to me although they aren't going to give me any monetary gains OR nobody cares about it in my surrounding.

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Finding that inner strength, confidence, and peace with self will almost certainly attract the right guy.

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I guess it's not about right guy but things I want to do. Guy might be just part of it.I relied on others and thought there would be others who would help me to fulfill MY dreams as few years back I had sacrified my own dreams to fulfill theirs.Thinking that they would realise my efforts.I am wrong expecting from others anything now as they don't want to or can't. I feel cheated. Game I had designed in 3 rounds was this. I want them to play fair.fight fair.

posted October 06, 2006 03:54 AM         

Keep strong.

posted October 10, 2006 08:21 AM         

Aren't you Libra ?

posted March 12, 2007 03:32 PM         

I am back and have been in London for 5 months. I went through lot of changes and most importantly hardship of being in culture and adapting my life.

Conflict and all fights about me fighting changes. Dream has come true and lot have been learnt and when I sat on my office desk where yes I wasn't constructing blue screen game but work and I have worked out my future.Your insight before was right but my circumstances hadn't change. There were several lessons to be learnt. I went to the school or I will say I deal with all schools in UK ....that's my job I learnt and I grew.

I always want mate and actually I realised I had created wall and build myself away from world.I never gave chance to anyone.I had completely lost faith in love.Internally I always longed for someone but externally I always tried to protect myself.

posted March 14, 2007 01:37 PM         

Sounds like quite a bit has been going on in your life!