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gemini girl
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posted October 31, 2006 04:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for gemini girl     Edit/Delete Message
ok this is not good i hate nightmares and it was ok but now i cant sleep firstly the previous night i had the following nightmare. mainly about it was the end of the world and things happened in the sense that i thought to myself this doesnt make sense i cant argue against it that it doesnt exist meaning the christian religion and jesus and i hate christianity. in reality im very against it and i dreamed that all the ppl that are very restrictive were right and it was the end of the world and i couldnt get away from it or out of it i went up in a lift very hight and then the door opened and the lift tilted and i had nothing to hold on to. this was insane i hate the feeling and i dreamed that i think i lied about someone that killed someone or i payed someone to kill someone or something im not sure but the police was on to me. there were also a lot of angry dogs in my dream

the dream i had last night was about me being pregnant but i didnt know my mother knew for 3 months and then when i found out i was angry furious cause i wanted her to tell me but i actually knew but i wanted her to tell me, and i wanted to get an abortion and she was against it i was angry at her for making me feel so guilty and i had no idea who the father was that was a horrible feeling i remember thinking bout when the baby mustve been conceived but i couldnt remember being with anyone at that time. i then went to live alone in my town but i made my mom believe that i was somewhere else but i was so angry cause i just didnt want to be pregnant and i lived in a house and made ppl promise not to mention to anyone where i was. then i just stayed there. what a weird horrible experience in real life ive had a very troubling time lots of turbulance but its me im experiencing some inner fights i dont know what it is but its insane i hate it i dont want to go to sleep.

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Ra
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posted November 03, 2006 12:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Hello GG

You are definately experiencing some inner fights ... both dreams indicate that.

The first dream suggests an abrupt change in your life (end of the world) which you are having difficulty making sense of. It seems you feel you cannot escape (couldn't get away) certain "restrictive" energies that have pervaded your life, and that perhaps you feel insecurity because of it (nothing to hold on to), or maybe you feel like you have "no ground to stand on", or no one to depend on. There is a great deal of anger associated with this (killing/angry dogs), and maybe some guilt (lied).

The second dream is all about the relationship you have with your mother. It reflects the anger, guilt, and deep seated mistrust that exists between you.

I think this second dream is probably connected with the first dream ... the "restrictive people" could symbolize your mother/parents, and I would guess that your mother is a Christian, so that your anger may not really be directed at Christianity, but rather your mother.

It looks like there are a lot of deeply psychological issues rooted in your childhood and with your mother, and it could be suggested by these dreams that you are beginning to consciously tackle these (end of the world/pregnant). No wonder you are having nightmares.

We have only scratched the surface here, but does this make sense?

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gemini girl
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posted November 13, 2006 06:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for gemini girl     Edit/Delete Message
Hey ra

this was very raw for me to describe it is almost impossible very sensitive you hit it spot on thats why i took so long to reply. i have some real issues with my mother i didnt really actually acknowledge anyway its really hard for me to face or whatever so yeah. rather not go into that. i had another dream last night i was falling down not a mountain but sort of a cliff and there were sand and rocks sort of in the sand that i held on to, i nearly died but many ppl that i dont even see that often came up to me or were standing around telling me that they feel for me and that they wish they could help i felt so like oh god i dont want to die now and then my little brother helped me he pulled me and some other guy riaan the rest of my dream i was on a road and he went like steeper the more i was walking on it.

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posted November 14, 2006 04:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Yeah, steeper. The farther you go, the more steep, the more 'gravity', the more 'weight', the more difficulty. Helpless, lost, anxious, confused, angry, sad ... you feel it all, behind the Wall.

But there are people in your life that you can depend upon. Don't forget about them. They love you, and they can help, by just being around, if you let them. I think your dream suggests that.

You mentioned in the other string that you believe in past lives ... you must remember this when confronted with your mother. Wouldn't you agree? I mean, there must be a reason for the whole dynamic between you. Can you imagine finding out what that might be? Mind-blowing, I'm sure.

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