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Topic: Regretting a hasty breakup
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GeminiLover75
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Registered: Apr 2006
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posted November 27, 2006 03:20 PM
 
I had a dream that felt really upsetting last night. Firstly, in real life my boyfriend and I are having some difficult transits to our composite (Saturn on the DC, Venus square Uranus, and Mars is involved in there too), so things have been quite destabilised and most likely will be throughout December. My dream last night was like this:We had broken up and I had a new boyfriend who was in all ways the opposite of my boyfriend, and I felt as though this was just what I wanted... and then it was the next day and my furniture (the bed) was being moved on a truck or a trailer or something and a thought suddenly popped into my head, which was that I should ask the new boyfriend if he has ever been tested for STD's - and I realised I felt gross about having sex with him, and I came to a sudden realisation that I had done the wrong thing in breaking up with my bf - there was a feeling in the pit of my stomach and I wanted him to call me, I was crying to my mother that I want to be back with him... I was full of regret and panic that I might have destroyed everything with my true love over a petty issue. I could see an image of him in my head and it seemed we were connected at that moment, and it was painful for me to be apart from him. I'm not quite sure how to interpet this, as I'm sure it must have more than a literal surface meaning?
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GeminiLover75
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posted November 28, 2006 01:56 AM
Ok... this is weird. Today many things from the dream started to come true... (not the 'new boyfriend' scenario, although I did hang out with a guy today who is the opposite of my bf!). In a temper I told him to move out of my house (a kneejerk, out of proportion reaction on my part) and then regretted it when he walked out... I was so angry with him I later decided to try the 'cutting the ties' visualisation that Sue G posted... visualised his face in close-up, with cords connecting us (especially the heart chakra) but actually cutting the ties was too painful... it gave me such a painful emotional reaction I couldn't do it... I need to stop reacting to things so emotionally. :-/So I wonder if the whole dream was somehow a premonition... there are too many coincidences in it! IP: Logged |
BornUnderDioscuri
Knowflake Posts: 214
From: Brooklyn, NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2006
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posted November 28, 2006 08:11 PM
I dont know much about dream interpretation but i have been having dreams that come true since i could remember. They always scared me. I do not think its a premonition based on what you told me though. Not at all. Those are usually the type of dreams that reveal to us what we feel and what you feel is you dont want to break up with ur bf even though u would like him to act opposite of what he does. Act but not be the opposite (i dunno thats wat it seems to me). All i can say is i have a feelings its not a premonition but more of a guidance thing.IP: Logged |
Ra
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted November 29, 2006 04:25 AM
Hi GeminiLover  I kind of agree with BUD. Looks like the dream was a reflection of what was going on. And it could be that your subconscious already had a clue as to what was likely to happen. Could be.  IP: Logged |
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