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Topic: pls help me here
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cajunwolf77
Knowflake Posts: 21
From: tampa
Registered: Jan 2007
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posted February 03, 2007 05:30 PM
 
I donot know how to begin but only by saying this ok bare with me here I go. I was a woman of this couple but the guy was more woman looking than me. I saw my self as an old black man balding but a woman. I saw my boyfriend as a man more feminine looking than me. In real life he is the man I am comfie being the woman. I saw him give me a ring than a clown like black short skinny guy in a red suit look circus lion tamers wear. He appeared this all took place in a building was a celebration party. As soon as he appeared we began fighting with hurt and rage. Afterwards I saw the man squatting down just smerking. I did a dance a wierd dance but it accidentally summoned spirits surrounding me and I felt peace and protection and went back to the way I am in real life. I was in the middle of a circle them surrounding me like guards serious faces almost like statue but spirit form. Some were women others men. They dissapeared and after I was calling them please come back. I told them I need them. I saw the bad man come again this time I shape shifted into a kitten and escaped out the back door and ended up on the side of this white picket fence house with a bright green yard. I t was a nice place. And also the building was grey inside.IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 1522
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 07, 2007 12:50 PM
Hello cajunwolf  Sounds like some sort of identity crisis. It feels like you are trying to figure out who you are, what your role is, and how to escape the conflict which is within you. I think you have not felt secure for a very long time, perhaps longer than you can remember, and that you very much want to feel at peace and protected, feelings which you feel have abandoned you. I feel like the kitten/white picket fence/bright green yard symbolize an early memory, a time long ago, when you felt the peace and protection that you lack in the present. What do you think?  IP: Logged |
cajunwolf77
Knowflake Posts: 21
From: tampa
Registered: Jan 2007
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posted February 08, 2007 07:53 PM
thats very true feel just not at ease around ppl anymore no trust and cynical after went through 6 bad years emotional toll on me still havent forgotten feel like have to ok everything in my life from everyone else they make it so im not competent enough to think for myself or if i try to im screwing up do things their way my head and heart and other ppl always confuse me what i feel to do but what they want me to do its an every day thing IP: Logged |
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