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Topic: ra help me im having a nervous breakdown
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gemini girl
Knowflake Posts: 600
From: south africa
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted February 08, 2007 02:28 PM
 
hi its been awhile since i posted dreams not that i havent been having them just figured dont want to bother u all the time. honestly i feel like crying i cant take it anymore i just want to sit in a corner and cry. im not depressed, every god-damn night i have a nightmare and i wakeup feeling horrible this isnt good cause im really into visualisation and altering my life by focusing on positive energy but its so hard when i wake up being in a horrible mood. firstly last night i dream that it was the end of the world i was back in s.a. and the ocean was going to overflood our entire coast along the country, my parents have left me alone since i refused to believe in god. in reality this makes me sick, im in england till may and i hate christianity i have an extreme fear of it. did i have to dream such crap it feels like i cant breathe. the second dream i had was i sat in a car with my brothers i was in the passenger seat trying to drive the car so i didnt have much contrl over the breaks and then my brother was like u cant drive, so he got in and we were driving i stood up in the car and the car went speeding it was because i stood up the pressure somehow affected the speed lol and then we almost had an accident but i blamed my brother. and then we ended up at a kinder garden parked to unpack and organise the car but my brothers wouldnt cooperate i felt so frustrated. i also dreamed that i was in a house i got a message from a man i was/am in love with but it was recorded and things kept being in the way of me hearing his message i went up and down stairs just to get to it and the mean time it was the end of the world. i dont want to go to sleep cause im scared ill have another nightmare there must be something i can do pls help me im going insane pls
if u have time thank you ra
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Ra
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 08, 2007 03:26 PM
Hang in there GG, I'll be back just as soon as I can.  IP: Logged |
GeminiLover75
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Registered: Apr 2006
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posted February 08, 2007 07:53 PM
Oh dear... I feel for you on this. Unfortunately I can't offer any interpretation as Ra will be able to, but I have been through the intense fear of going to sleep because of what might happen. It's horrible. I can offer you a temporary solution though - get some frankincense oil and use it in an oil burner. Use only pure essential oil from a reputable company, NOT fragrant oil or any oil that isn't of the highest quality (I just got some that was solvent-extracted and it made me ill). Frankincense is deeply relaxing, gets rid of irrational fears, and can prevent nightmares. I used it when I was going through a similar thing to you and it worked. Hope things get better for you soon.  IP: Logged |
Ra
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 11, 2007 01:23 PM
Hi GG  These dreams are very similar. The first dream indicates that there is a drastic or abrupt change coming into your life (end of the world) which includes having to deal with a "flood" of unconscious/emotional material. The second dream also suggests a drastic/abrupt change (end of the world), and feelings of not being in control of your life (driving problems), and "frustration" at the fact that you are trying to "organize" and redirect your life (unpack and organize car), but are not getting much help. Like you said, "things kept being in the way ...", not just concerning relationships, but applying to things in general. Let me tell you that you are facing these barriers and these nightmares because you are focusing upon a more positive vibration. I know it is difficult, but please keep visualizing the positive energy and positive direction ... they will win out with persistent focus. Believe it or not, the bad dreams are a good sign - they are a sign that the positive is being created and felt. The positive energy will at first elevate the negative energies within you and around you, but if you can keep your focus on that positive light, the exposed negatives will transform. You are not loosing your mind ... you are finding it, and you are healing it.  IP: Logged |
Philbird
Moderator Posts: 3283
From: Here, there and everywhere.
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 14, 2007 03:54 AM
gemini girl,
For the longest time I had dreams of being paralysed, all most every night. After a few years of these dreams, I came to a place in therapy where I had to get to the real nitty gritty stuff from my childhood. After this MAJOR eruption of emotions and memories, I stopped having the dreams. Change was needed.
It even got so bad that I was physically having symptoms of strokes, but no actual stroke. (they called them TIA's)
Psychosematic!! I was so upset that my mind could control me like that! (I'm still surprised!) So, I too believe we are warned somehow when major changes are happening or need to happen.
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