posted April 08, 2007 01:25 PM         

I had this dream the night before last.

I was about 16 years old and in Berlin. My father was a high ranking Nazi official and I rarely saw him. I think my mother had been dead most of my life and I didn't know her at all. I just arrived at a new place that I would call home for a while. I was quite used to this. It was a nice place, though, an older building made of brick, very ornate in a Victorian sort of way. It was probably once a very large and grande mansion.

It was now being used as a place for the very youngest of the potential SS members. Not as young as, say, Hitler youths or anything but the teenagers from 15 to 19. I was only there because it was considered a safe place. I wasn't being trained for anything. I was, however, excited that a new group of boys were arriving that very day. I was a 16 year old girl, you know?

I went outside to watch as they arrived and I walked down the street a couple of blocks just to see what the area was like. There was a railroad crossing there and I was joined by some official from the training center who instructed me that I wasn't allowed to leave the grounds at any time without an escort. I was agreeable to this and as we walked back he told me that most of the students weren't allowed to leave at all even with an escort. He was quite friendly and knew my father. He asked me about Dusseldorf because I had just come from there.

I went inside and to the place where our lunches were served. There were several of the new boys there and one inparticular that I decided I fancied because he was tall and very good looking. We all chatted quite a bit and then I decided to entertain all of them by singing Somewhere Over The Rainbow because I had a very sweet little voice on me. So I sang it and got a round of applause.

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posted April 11, 2007 04:26 AM         

I'm obvoiusly going to mention the past life possibilities here. So, that said, I am wondering if there is something symbolic that associates with your present circumstances.

There are any number of associations we can make with Nazis, but I don't thik this is the main idea, especially since you do not make any specific associations in the dream. Rather, the dream could suggest that you are in need of attention, especially from the opposite sex.

Could this be so?

The main message/reflection could be that simple, although we could probably complicate things quite easily by bringing into play the past life influences that are also suggestd. The young Nazi, for instance ... who could that represent in your waking life? Boss? Someone else? Get any feelings about that?

What do you think?

posted April 11, 2007 09:24 AM         

I've missed you like crazy, mister. Maybe I want attention from you!

Never been to Dusseldorf - never really thought about it, actually. I don't know much about the place.

posted April 12, 2007 12:49 AM         

Do you feel any past life connections with your new guy?

I find the song you sang in the dream kind of interesting ... do you associate anything in particular with it?

posted April 12, 2007 07:23 PM         

Past life connection with him? Well, I guess it's a possibility and I wouldn't say no but I can't say that anything's jumped out at me at all. He's very... I don't even know how to describe it. His energy is so calming to me. I'm going to marry him, though, and no he hasn't asked me that. It's just something I've known.

posted May 31, 2007 02:40 PM         

Has he asked you yet?

Miss ya, MoonWitch.

posted May 31, 2007 10:55 PM         

No, he hasn't asked me yet. It's only been 4 1/2 months, though!

How did I meet him? Online, actually!! He's just... hmmm, wow. First of all, he has the total southern gentleman thing going on. He's smart, funny, slightly sarcastic, enjoys finding out what makes people tick and has a voice that could melt steel.