posted April 30, 2007 05:41 AM         

Dreamt I went ten-pin bowling with friends and my fingers got stuck in the ball, I then slipped over in the lane, I threw it in the wrong lane, then got a strike, then knocked down 8 pins. In the end I scored 135 and laughed cos it was exactly the same score as the other person (my sister?) whom I thought was winning.
I left the bowling alley and went into a dress shop. I saw a dress similar to one I bought for a function 6 months ago (which I didn't end up going to and so I've never worn). My friend and I bought different dresses and got onto a bus.
The bus drove us up a hill through a beautiful town filled with old, beautiful buildings and a view of the bright blue ocean. The road ended at a round-a-bout in the middle of which was a statue fountain surrounded by flowers. We got off the bus and went into a large, stately old hotel filled with beautiful antiques and went into the function room.
I thought at first it was a school reunion type of thing but as people began arriving I realized it was a surprise party FOR ME. Someone poured me a glass of champagne from a vintage, expensive bottle and I had a few glasses but didn't get drunk.
A band played and we all danced around, the floor was springy (maybe covered with mattresses or cushions?) and we jumped around like little kids having an awesome time.
The band stopped and I heard someone's mobile phone ringing and so I went and answered it. It was for someone called Rabbit, who wasn't there. It was a friend of mine and he said he was in canada and wondered what I was doing there answering Rabbit's phone. We spoke for a while but I had trouble hearing him.
I went to go downstairs with the phone to hear him better but the stairs (which were more an iron ladder) were broken and I had no idea how to get down. It puzzled me but didn't really worry me as I thought I'd just go in the elevator instead.
I didn't go in the elevator, but walked back into the function room and there was a fashion parade/make over thing going on. Someone grabbed me and threw me into a cubicle and handed me clothes to put on, saying the hair and make up would be done shortly. I was surprised I didn't think I was at all appropriate to be modelling. None of the clothes fit (tiny model things) but they gave me other clothes and looked at my skin saying they would fix it (I have a few pimples at the moment, nothing major).

And then I woke up...

posted May 01, 2007 02:13 AM         

Dreamt I was looking after a pet budgie in a cage. I put my fingers in and it didn't bite me but nuzzled up to my hand I stroked its feathers. It seemed to be a bit ill but I had to go out so I made sure it had water and food. It looked at me sadly as I walked away. Then I walked my dog and she was pulling and pulling against her harness (which she always does) but eventually learnt not to and even stopped at the corner of the road.
I arrived at a friends house and she told me somebody had rang to say the budgie had died. I cried and said I felt so guilty cos the bird died all alone and I'd left it when I knew something wasn't right.

posted May 02, 2007 01:41 PM         

In a general sense, I feel like the first dream is a reflection of recent life events/issues and how you have handled them, kind of bumbling through, not quite sure or aware of what exactly it is you are doing, yet it appears that you are doing, which is a good thing, and that all of these things are simply meant to be. It seems that regardless of how you think you have handled, or are handling, these events/issues, that you are making advancements and growth is happening (party/celebration), and you are in the process of "fixing" certain things about yourself, perhaps related to protecting your inner self, or to feeling/sensitivity (skin).

What do you think?

posted May 02, 2007 01:48 PM         

It may be sad that this has ended (bird died), but the dog suggests that certain energies relevant to this issue have come under control (no longer "pulling against"). Loyalty? Love? Security? Or maybe your instinctual energies are more in your control? Or maybe they will be.

Make any sense?

posted May 03, 2007 05:05 AM         

Another vivid dream last night-
Dreamt I had a baby and it was perfect, but being in hospital with it suddenly I was there with the guy I work for and he was the one in the hospital bed (In reality he's a quadraplegic and can only move his head) I rolled him onto his side so he could breastfeed his baby and I showed him how to do it, although even in my dream it seemed strange to me that a man could have a baby and breastfeed.

posted May 05, 2007 03:30 AM         

Was in my childhood house and it was the middle of summer. It was too hot to ride the horses so my sister and I went inside while the dogs hid underneath the house. I looked underneath the house to make sure they were ok and they were happy in the dark coolness.
My mum, sister, step-father and I were watching tv on a huge screen and I kept getting in trouble for changing the shape of the view on the tv so I went into the kitchen. There were baked apples with cinnamon on the bench but I chose to have a big slice of chocolate cake instead. I realised how hot it was so I opened all the windows in the kitchen, they were kinda jammmed as they hadn't been opened for ages and had cobwebs in the corners. When the windows were open a hot wind blew strongly through the house, blowing the curtains out straight.

And yet ANOTHER vivid dream last night, a very long one that all ran together once again.

Dreamt I was driving the work bus down a dirt road and went around a corner where my keyboard and guitar were sitting. I said to myself that I really oughtta start playing again.
I stopped and talked to my work colleague and we decided to go to the pub. The pub was crowded and as we entered we went through into a new section of the pub (doesn't exist in reality) where I ran into an old school friend who picked me up and swung me around in a huge hug. We had a drink together and suddenly a woman and 2 men behind the bar pulled out machine guns and fired a few bursts around. I ducked down below the bar and the people told us all to get undressed down to our underwear so everybody did.
While I was crouched down I could see a door under the bar leading down into the wine cellar and was contemplating going down to escape but the bandits left.
Everyone suddenly seemed to be dressed and I was walking through the pub without shoes cos I took my boots off for some other reason and lost them. I knew the bouncers wouldn't notice cos my pants were long and my socks were black. Then the pub shut and everyone left, I walked out amongst heaps of people but nobody I knew.
I went into somebody's car and tried to sleep after a while the guy who'd hugged me asked me to drive him to a job interview. It was his car. I drove him to a high school and tried to stop him having a cigarette on school property but he wouldn't listen. I walked through the school grounds and out the back sports fields to have a smoke and the guy walked through the buildings after me with his smoke. Other teachers followed him and the pricipal told him off, the guy explained he was here to work and the principal relaxed and hired him on the spot.
We left and I went to the beach surfing with different old friends, the wind was blowing hard and so we climbed up the cliff to the car and went back to someones house. I cooked food in the microwave and got annoyed cos it wasn't working properly, only cooking one side. It was windy outside and we were kinda stuck in the house, I think maybe a sand dune had blown against it?
I woke up then, so I don't know how it ended

posted May 05, 2007 10:02 PM         

-Staying with my kids in a caravan park and walking to the shower blocks, strong wind blowing me and fear of somethinbg happening to my kids when I couldn't see them.
-Having a shower in an open barn type place
-Ham and cheese sandwiches, cheese too small for the sandwich.
-Moving furniture around in my house, realizing it was better the way it was and moving it all back; just adding the historic family baby cot.
-Living with a man as a partner but not sure in the dream how it happened.

-Driving slowly down a street full of roadworks finding it too narrow and running over a few witches hats.
-Selling my bosses car for him for more than he originally bought it for.
-Stockfeed/saddlery shop, strong scent of hay and stockfeed (I love that smell), reading horsemanship books.
-Squeezing a pimple on the back of a man's head (different boyfriend in the dream) then kissing his lips.

Noticed I've dreamt alot of strong wind lately. Weird. Its sometimes a hot wind and other times lukewarm but never cold. Winds of change maybe??? No idea what the change is though...

posted May 09, 2007 09:41 PM         

Are you helping your boss with some new project or issue at work?

In your personal life ... maybe something about your perspective has been changing (changing shape of view on the TV), perhaps back and forth, which has led you into a transformation of sorts (kitchen), opening parts of your mind, your thinking, your awareness, which have not been "opened" (cobwebbed windows) in a while.

The next dream could suggest that your work life may be interfering with your creativity or other pursuits in your personal life. In general, it also seems to suggest that you feel out of place, unsure of yourself, or inadequate in some way. Maybe you feel stuck. It doesn't seem that you are having problems with work, but that it may be interfering in some ways with other aspects of your life.

These last dream summaries suggest feelings of psychological, relationship, and general life path uncertainties, yet these feelings seem to be hedged by good things happening in your work life. Is this generally the case?

I noticed the wind theme as well. Winds of change? That would be my first suggestion. It is also noticed that these winds pose challenges or problems ... are you fighting against or resisting some sort of change in your personal life?

These winds could also indicate unconscious material "blowing" into your awareness. If this is the case, it seems to me that you are resisting this action, or that you are simply unaware of it.

What do you think?

Just an afterthought ... do you think that you could be supressing or ignoring certain emotional energies?

posted May 10, 2007 08:53 AM         

As for the emotional energies bit, I think you're probably spot on. Much as I have carried on here about the pisces, in reality not even my best friend knew how much he meant to me. He definately didn't.
Since he found out he's been very strange.
He text me tuesday night and we had possibly the first ever honest conversation we've ever had. He obviously never knew how I felt about him (which was reciprocated although I had no idea either), how could he especially when he spent the entire evening with me and my friends and was completely gorgeous (after fully chasing me for 2 months) then I tell him I don't want to see him anymore??? I was nuts. I was so convinced he didn't want to be with me I shoved him away so many times. I can see that now.
When I was younger and I used to have a crush on someone, I'd tell them and cry, have a tantrum or whatever then get over it if I was rejected. It was easier than NOT saying anything. I know that now. Of course I don't think I ever loved anyone before.

Lesson learnt. Maybe thats the point. Emotional 'walls' aren't helpful. Moon conjunct saturn is a bi%ch, I need to work hard to get past it, lol.