posted June 01, 2007 08:24 AM         

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"When we woke up nobody else was there and we were in the same sofa bed but in my best mates house. I looked out her back door and noticed caravans and tents in the yard next door (in reality where my pisces-boy lives) I wondered what was going on.
An unknown girl arrived and wanted to use the toilet or shower (not sure which) cos the one next door was busy and I asked what was going on. She told me it was a family reunion and 'the band' was going to be playing. I asked what band and she couldn't believe pisces-boy hadn't told me about it, his father had told her we were seeing each other.
I actually blushed in my dream, it felt so strange!
I didn't know who she was but apparently she was his cousin and the family had a band. Pisces-boy's father played the trumpet and they had some kind of jazz/blues band. I was just getting dressed then oddly enough the dream ended (I hate my alarm clock!)"

Last night I had a similar dream, and as this full moon is linked to the march eclipse when all this drama happened I'm kinda scared of what is going to happen this time!

I dreamt I was at a school/family reunion type of thing and I was in a tiny t-shirt and short skirt. I looked hot basically, lol. A band was playing inside and pisces-boy was a part of it. I asked my friends where he was and they said he was probably inside with the rest of the family. I went into the room but he wasn't in there, I realised he doesn't speak to any of the relatives in there anyway (he doesn't speak to them in reality). I was annoyed cos I wanted to see him and I thought he was trying to stay away from me.
In my dream I remembered the dream I pasted above and thought this was the same thing happening again. I felt heartbroken and wondered what would happen when I woke up.
Anyway, I went to try to find a toilet and saw a canal/lake thing with someone scuba diving in it. I seemed to be able to see under the water and saw a diver fighting with strange creatures, one like a crocodile, another a shark. It scared me but the diver chased them away (or killed them I can't remember).
The diver came to me and when he took off his mask I saw it was the pisces. I said I'd wondered where he was and he said wasn't hiding from me, he had to save me from the monsters.

posted June 05, 2007 04:59 AM         

Much like previous dreams, we seem to be getting mixed signals. Your dream consciousness seems to be very clear in saying that "this was the same thing happening again." He is a pleasure, and he is a pain. He is the villian, and he is your knight in shining armour (or scuba gear ). He helps, and he hinders. He is here, and he is there. What is going on? The resounding word in my mind is, "karma". (ie., "the same thing happening again")

I don't know what you are going to have to go through, but it looks like one of those situations where you and he are necessarily growing through pain, or at least you are.

What do you think?

posted June 05, 2007 10:55 PM         

Maybe that explains all the seriously vivid dreams of flying and euphoria I've been having lately?

Since he changed my medication I've had 2 dreams, not as vivid as the last ones but still vivid.
In the first one I was at my grandparents old house (they're both dead) but it was my house. A girl from work was there and expecting her estranged father for an afternoon tea so she made a whole lot of little nibblies to eat.
I ate cornflakes with sugar on them in a tiny bowl, then some grapes, then slices of turkey breast with cheese.
I ate a fair amount, but although I wasn't hungry to begin with I couldn't seem to satisfied.

Last night I dreamt I was driving along a dirt road through the countryside in the dark looking for a gorgeous restaurant I knew was out there. The road went slowly up a hill and at the top was a hospital next to a tennis court and clubhouse type of thing (more like a pub), it was daytime up there and people were playing tennis. A young boy showed my kids and I where to go into the restaurant cos we couldn't use the members entrance. It was busy in the restaurant and while I went to get drinks for us the kids had sat at a table with a few elderly people. They had more people arriving so there was no room for me (I didn't want to sit there anyway) so we went adn found a table of our own but had to get an extra chair.
My kids were running around the restaurant being annoying and I couldn't seem to stop them. Other kids were worse so nobody but me noticed my kids bad behaviour. In the end I gave them both a quick smack on the backside in front of people who didn't even notice, although I was worried they'd say something. I ordered dinner and we ate the free bread, all different kinds and all hot.
My son and I shared a chicken caesar salad and my daughter ordered a 'smily meal'. Her meal came out with balloons and candles on it and the waiter was singing something.
There was a gravy boat on the table and it was hot and yum. I put it on all the food.
My daughter's toasted sandwiches were loaded with cheese and ham and were hard to separate cos of the cheese. I shared all the food between us.
We didn't eat hardly any of our food, probably shouldn't have ordered anything anyway as we were all full from the bread. But I felt guilty eating the free bread without anything else so I'd ordered from the menu.

posted June 13, 2007 02:44 PM         

Food dreams often are associated with internal emotional dynamics, and I think this is the case here.

The first dream suggests that you are attemtping to "digest" certain emotional energies, but having difficulty assimilating it all, hence the un-satisfaction.

The second dream seems to reflect your family emotional life, which is satisfying and close (sharing food/hot food/free/etc.) but you do seem to have some sort of guilt ("I felt guilty") concerning your children, almost like you feel you don't deserve their "free", no strings attached, love and affection. Is this so?

posted June 20, 2007 04:40 AM         

Thank you for sharing all of the information that you do! I really do appreciate that.