posted June 09, 2007 10:50 PM         

Dreamt I was outside the pisces place, waiting for a chance to talk to his girlfriend. I called out to her when I saw her and we went for a walk on a lovely spring lawn, we talked a bit and I told her the pisces had tried to get me to sleep with him a month ago.
We went back to his house and sat on the verandah with his mother. The girlfriend told his mother what he'd been up to and his mum was annoyed with him. I told her I didn't want to say anything but my conscience was killing me. She replied that she'd been very unfair to me (god knows what that means) and she would sort him out.
The pisces came home with 5 male friends, he didn't seem surprised to see me and although I thought he'd be angry he wasn't. His mum made him get in the car with her. The friends were all very nice to me and kinda joked with me when I asked one of them to move his car so I could get out.
I drove down the road and passed a shape in the corner of my eye of the pisces trying to start a motorbike. I went into a chicken shop and bought some drumsticks.

Not sure what all this means, I'm pretty sure the chicken shop thing may be irrelevant though! LOL

Its the feelings I get in my dreams that remind me of past dreams more than the actual dreams themselves. In this dream I felt dispair that the pisces was blissfully happy with his girlfriend (who is prettier, and more perfect than me in every way- which isn't true in reality) and didn't give a rats about me. Last time I had a dream with the same feelings I found out afterwards that yes he did feel bad about me, did like me and still does. And that things weren't exactly as blissful with his girlfriend as I thought.
Its so annoying I can't get past this. During the day I'm fine with it all and am moving on, but my dreams keep telling me it ain't over. Makes me nuts! I just wanna stop dreaming about him. I do for a few weeks then I have another one that sets off a whole series.