posted June 15, 2007 05:09 AM         

Thursday night I dreamt I was walking into my local church (tiny, historic and lovely but I'm NOT catholic) and suddenly I was walking down the aisle in a wedding dress (different from the night before).
I didn't dream any of the ceremony until the part where the priest said "You may now kiss your bride" and my groom smiled at me and we kissed for far longer than appropriate, it felt like we forgot where we were we just focused on our love and joining.
Everyone in the church was cheering and laughing at our kiss and I lifted my leg and showed my garter belt.

posted June 19, 2007 01:09 PM         

The meanings of the different symbols within these dreams overlap a great deal, which often serves to put forth a more coherent, stronger message.

Change, transition, transformation, seeking balance, awakening, and uniting opposing aspects of self are all indicated by one or more symbols (hotel, make-up, wedding, church, kiss). And all of this is being done in the context of self-reflection/examination, facing personal issues, adjusting certain aspects of your inner and outer personas (looking in mirror up close, doing make-up and hair).

Whatever it is that you have been doing in the last couple of weeks seems to be having some very good results. Medication changes? Counseling? Introspection? Something is working.

posted June 29, 2007 09:11 AM         

I had a thought after that dream, even said it to a friend of mine, that I bet he gets engaged shortly, much as his behaviour recently has been odd.

Guess what? He did.

Its weird I seem to have psychic dreams when it comes to him, even if I don't know it at the time- this time I most definately did! For some reason I can even tell before I see him that he's about and I'm gonna run into him...
Sucks.

Don't think the actual SYMBOLOGY of the dreams is related to the pisces, but the 'psychic flash' I had about him getting engaged was definately bang on! Same as the 'psychic flashes' I had that he was seeing someone else before I knew it for sure and everyone was telling me I was paranoid (including his neighbour-my best friend)

Can't explain the link I have with him, I've never experienced anything like it and I wish him happiness. She seems like a lovely person, the one time we shared a lot (compared notes about him, actually).
Hope I find happiness with someone too, think I've gotta get myself into a good place first though. I'm nearly there, moreso than ever before in my life actually. Its giving me hope for the future.
I'm still relatively young after all (29).

Just have to ignore the fact he decided to be exclusive with her in the LAST merc retro and got engaged THIS merc retro.
No matter what happens between them it won't effect me, I just have to be thankful he awakened something in me I never knew was possible. Pure, unselfish love.
At least thats what I'm telling myself.

Will prob delete this in the morning, self pity sucks especially coupled with chardonnay. Telling myself the future looks good.