posted September 15, 2007 10:47 AM
**Is there something from your past (old civilization) that you do not want Brian fully involved in? Is this past issue something you have "escaped" from, and want to keep it that way?**
Well - certainly! My divorce isn't final until next month. Perhaps that's it. I certainly escaped from my last marriage and want to keep it that way. I don't know why I wouldn't have thought of that.
I'm great, Hunter is awesome - getting so big! Third grade now - best thing that ever happened to me, Brian is amazing - sweetest guy ever - second best thing that ever happened to me. 
But how are you?
My dreams were really lacking for a few months there. It seems a lot of them are coming back again.
Just last night I dreamed my name was Victoria and I was walking through the streets of Belgrade during a German luftwaffe attack on the city. People were running all around me including a lot of soldiers in uniforms I didn't recognize that seemed to be local and were trying to set up some sort of defense.
There was a really big, white, impressive looking building near the water and in front of it some sort of town square and I had just come out of a book shop nearby. It was dark and chaotic and people were running all around me trying to find shelter. I saw a bomb hit a building that people had just run into and it crumbled almost to dust in that spot.
I found a building I decided was suitable to take shelter in (all the time I was calm through this and walking - not even running) and I managed to get in. There was an old man and his wife there and there were pictures all over the walls. He was an inventor or something. He was experimenting with making weapons. I went to the window and sat on the floor in my fancy dress to look outside. I could barely see the planes flying overhead but I could hear the bombs when they would drop and another building nearby was hit and that's when I got a little nervous.