posted November 22, 2007 04:59 PM
I have been having incredibly vivid dreams lately. I've been able to remember my dreams all throughout the night and I will wake up feeling overwhelmed from all of the images that I remember.The majority of the images are normal, although, very representative of the kinds of crap I'm having to deal with, and have been having to deal with for a few years. Being back home for Thanksgiving doesn't help it as my family and I always end up getting into arguments if I am here for more than three days.
Anyway, I had a dream last night that has been puzzling me. I dreamt of a small, imp creature. In the dream it was a devil but after waking up I was thinking it was more like an imp or even a gremlin. Its skin looked exactly like this pink jacket that I have, that I was also wearing in the dream. I was with a friend who was also wearing the same jacket. She said, "aren't you scared of the devil that's in the room?" and I said, "No, I think that he likes me just fine." The creature was just sitting there, hanging out with us. I said "Look, his skin is just like this jacket that I am wearing".
Anyway, I am curious about opinions about this. Most of the stuff I am finding online isn't really settling my head. I've been having difficult moments lately. I am applying for a new school that is more expensive than the one I am attending and my parents aren't having it. As soon as I woke up from the dream we got into a fight where they really picked me apart for about an hour. I've been having a difficult few years, having difficulty finding a good support system in my life and have had quite a few "dating troubles" (I guess that's a good phrase to describe it) since a serious boyfriend and I broke up more than two years ago when I started college. And especially with this mars retrograde (natal mars in 8th) and pluto approaching my sun (2 degrees off) I am beginning to realize that it won't be subsiding anytime soon.
What I found interesting was the fact that I was friends with this devil creature, he didn't bother me at all in the dream. I thought that he was kind of cool, like a good friend.
Anyway, if anyone can help me out that would be wonderful. Thank you!