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Topic: Kissing
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NAM
Knowflake Posts: 1918
From: Sunny place.
Registered: Jan 2007
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posted January 06, 2008 03:40 PM
 
So I had this dream I was going out with this guy I grew up with.
We have had a good flight holding on to a bar that took us high up in the air over buildings and me and him were laughing and having a good time with the experience....everything was suppose to be ok until he kissed me, it is then when I felt nothing; no connection at all, I was so dissapointed.
Not only that but there was this woman that came to him with some legal papers so he can get a lawyer to protect himself against me, I was trying to make him understand I would never do anything to him, but then she brought up something that happened a year ago whihc in the dream was truth but it only happened becaue I was protecting myself from him, he looked confused, I took the papers and said this is nonsense and went and through them away...
So then he invited me to go upstairs to his room; his room was in the 7th floor of this one building and we couldn't find the elevator so we started to walk up but I got tired so I told him I would go look for the elevator and meet him up there, I was also wearing high heels so it was uncomfortable and hard to walk up there...
Anyway, when I left looking for the elevator I run across a bar where there were some people playing and the funny thing is that he was playing too the with them but outside of the stage , (kneel down where people couldn't even hear him play) I thought it was odd because I knew he was waiting for me upstairs so I just left again to find the elevator, some other guys said hello to me and wanted me to stay but I said I had to go, as I am walking away one is telling the other one "guess how old that girl is?" I don't know what that guy said but the first one said "she looks younger huh?" (LOL) I got to a room where I was sure I would find the elevator and when I opened that door it happened to be a freezer, long story short I couldn't find the elevator , then somehow I was in an elevator but in the 9th floor, which there was nothing up there but the roof with the elevator, and when the door opened I was scare because I could see over the edge of the building and it was all foggy and very high. I never found him and I never got to floor 7th.  IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 1974
From: Atlanta
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 09, 2008 01:31 PM
Hello NAM  The dream suggests that you are having difficulty making progress in a relationship, or some other situaiton. Have you recently felt "disappointed" in a relationship or situation? Are you "tired" of the direction it has been going in? Are you divorced? Are you concerned about your age/appearance? Are you looking for something that you just cannot find?  IP: Logged |
NAM
Knowflake Posts: 1918
From: Sunny place.
Registered: Jan 2007
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posted January 09, 2008 05:02 PM
oh yeah, totally...Here are the answers to your questions: quote:
Have you recently felt "disappointed" in a relationship or situation?
Yes, there was this one guy that I thought had a good heart but was confused , it end up being he is nothing but an a$$wipe. quote:
Are you "tired" of the direction it has been going in?
Yes, the direction for someone that knows love the way I know love is non-existence.It seems to be men and women are really not compatible... quote:
Are you divorced?
Yes, but that relationship was over a while back.... I don't think I am still carrying that baggage, maybe just the part of being dissapointed with not finding someone compatible with me. quote:
Are you concerned about your age/appearance?
Not at all! LOL this would not be the problem, yes I can loose a couple lbs. but it has never stop me from feeling good about myself. quote:
Are you looking for something that you just cannot find?
Yes, pure love; it seems everywhere I look people has the idea that we are either paying a karmic debt when we pair up with someone or we have the other type of population where they just don't care and they take for granted their relationships, some lust over other people while having a "living" arramngement with someone, and they think that is ok and a way of life....
Did I answer your questions???? do I seem frustrated? well, yes I am a bit frustrated and have given up on true love.
It seems the only love acceptable to be true love is to a God we don't even know who he/she is.... *sights*
-sorry for venting-
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Ra
Moderator Posts: 1974
From: Atlanta
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 12, 2008 12:53 AM
Sounds like you need to vent, and that's alright with me.  IP: Logged | |
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