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let ther b light
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posted February 04, 2008 02:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
Hi Ra!
How are you?
Long time since I wrote here…been getting really weird dreams as usualJ

Dream 1(night before last)
Dreamt of my ex (A)…. was seeing him some ten years back. But he tried to get in touch wit me a coupla years back. Actually he kinda sent a marriage proposal thru a mutual friend. I rejected even tho I really wanted to say yes! I was wit someone else (B) but was going thru a really bad phase. After a bit I broke up with B. I tried getting in touch wit A…. but by then he was with someone else…or so he claims…I stop thinking about both…have to mention that I had feelings for A for the longest time…I was crazy about him..

Anyways back to the dream. So I dream that A is getting married to someone. She seems decent. I am really upset. I start crying. Then in the dream I realize I am dreaming…suddenly there is a letter in front of me. The face of a lady who I have never seen appears above the letter. She starts talking to me and is basically saying the same thing that is written in the letter. She says, “ I’m telling you this coz I want you to be with him!”
End of dream…I woke up with a fright for some reason…I stopped hoping that I’d be with him…in fact now I think he has a lot of flaws I cant tolerate…so this dream does not make sense..
Also in real day to day life I keep seeing his car number or a jumble of it everywhere..

Dream2 (2 nights back)
There was nothing continuous…just tidbits
Wake up. Go to brush my teeth but cannot use my brush coz I realize my house help has used it! There are remains of paste in it…and 1 strand of hair! Yuck!…which I’m trying to remove..
Someone’s getting married…I think its me…. my cousins are practicing their dances for it…I see a small very cute girl with red cheeks…she is my aunts third daughter (my aunt has only 2 daughters in reality!)…I think we are trying to teach her the dance…cannot remember clearly.
My dad is trying to sneak the wedding guests into the venue…I think it’s a club and you need to be a member..
I’m trying to help my house help wear a sari (traditional Indian drape) in a secluded section of a building…
There is a poor girl lying semi naked…I try to help her out…I think I send her to some school…and then I employ her and pay her a small amount so she can get by..

Dream3 (last night)
I’m on a cycle trying to find my house…go over piles of small stones…a very uneven path with obstacles but I reach this lane that’s supposed to lead to my house but I cant find it because it has been reconstructed so maybe I cant recognize it? Also when I’m going up that lane I see 2 ppl in a car…1 is a relative…he smirks and ignores me…the stranger smiles at me
There is a group of cyclers behind me in the same dream…but I think they are finding it easier to cycle…
There was again something about me getting married but I cannot remember it

That’s about it
Also wanted to ask you how do I know if there is an entity somewhere close by…sometimes I feel there is ‘someone’ around….the other night I woke up in the middle of the night and I felt like there was something/someone….distinctly felt it was a woman….i prayed and went back to sleep..

Thanks in advance Ra!!

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posted February 04, 2008 02:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
forgot to mention that one night i woke up feelin that my whole body was shaking...dont know if it was real or imaginary...but i felt like i had to will myself to stop shakin...any idea wat this cud be?

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posted February 08, 2008 03:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Hello, let ther b light

I'll get some thoughts together for you just as soon as I can.

The shaking you experienced ... this is very real, but nothing to be concerned about. What you were feeling was the vibrational energy of your astral body. Very cool, if you ask me.

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posted February 11, 2008 01:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
hey ra,
not a problem at all...take your time....its really nice that u find time for us anyway....i really appreciate it...thanks!

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posted February 13, 2008 01:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks for your patience.

My impression is that the Lady who spoke to you is a Guide, and I would seriously consider her words, wherever that may lead.

I'm not sure about the fragments from Dream2, but the marriage theme is interesting, especially considering the first dream.

Dream3 suggests that a "path" you have been on before has changed, been "reconstructed", and has to do with a man, one which you have had "relations" (relative) with before but at this time is more of a "stranger". Sounds an awful lot like your ex from the first dream. And more marriage theme? Hmmm.

I feel like the entity that you feel around you is the Lady from the first dream, a Guide.

It is not difficult to put the elements of all of these dreams together and come to the conclusion that perhaps you should try and make contact with the ex. I could be completely wrong, but that is what jumps out at me.

Can you find him? Then we would know for certain.

What do you think?

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posted February 14, 2008 01:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
i really dont know what to make of it...i really wanted to be with him..but i feel that he has consciously stayed away..there was a chance of us meeting on two different occasions...two mutual friends weddings....he did not come for one wedding....and he came really early for the second one and left early too..i reached after he had left...it seems he was the first to reach...i can get in touch with him...but am scared..

plus i think because i waited and waited and waited for him, i got so tired that igave up and dont feel the same way anymore.

i have to tell you that long back i had dreamt that if i did not get in touch with him he would not get in touch with me either...thats pretty literal...i think he is really mad at me for turning him down...frankly i dont know how to do that because i have really put my ego aside in the past and tried to get in touch....anyways sorry for ranting..

back to the topic...a couple of nights ago, i dreamt of his dad..he had a loving look on his face and he cupped my face between his hands...thats all i remember.....does that mean anything?

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posted February 14, 2008 04:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Sounds like the same message, but I can't be sure.

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posted February 17, 2008 11:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
hey ra
sorry to bother you again....but i really freaked out this morning!

u said "My impression is that the Lady who spoke to you is a Guide, and I would seriously consider her words, wherever that may lead."

so i really was thinking about it the last coupla days but could not figure it out. i did not have the guts to get in touch with him....nor was i sure that i wanted to. but i prayed and have been praying since a long time that i be led to the guy God wants me to be with. anyways so i kept thinking that if what u said is true and the lady is a guide maybe there is a way in which i can get in touch with her again...but i must admit i was a little spooked!!
so the past coupla nights i went to bed with the hope that i would dream the answer to my questions ...maybe 'she' would guide me....but none of my dreams gave me any clear answers.

yesterday or day before i did a search on google about spirit guides. i came across an article on www.crystalinks.com about this. it was mentioned somewhere that you could hear them too and ask questions. so i keep thinking if 'she' knows whats going on in my head she knows i want to communicate so why cant she just whisper the answer in my ear?!

last night i went to sleep close to 3 am. this morning i woke up close to 7:25 coz i felt someone was talking. i kept hearing this "make the list" about atleast 20 times!! it was quite soft. so me waking up with it was strange. i thought i'm prolly imaginig it...i first thought that the reciever of the phone has come off so i can hear the digital message that comes on when you dial a wrong number, because i was'nt sure i was hearing clearly. so i woke my mom up who was sleeping next to me and asked her to check the phone, as it was on her side. she said it was on the hook! so i tried lookin for my cell, but it was not on.
i then realised the voice was from somewhere close to my pillow. i started sweating and was freakin scared!!! it kept on sayin "make the list". then i kinda asked "what list" but it still persisted "make the list"...sounded like a recorded message. then it struck me. my sis had once mentioned that people in her church make a list of what they want in their partner and ask for it. infact she had narrated quite a spooky incident like 3 days back of a girl who had thes wierd demands but had actually got them, to everyones surprise!....so i say "oh" and if i'm not mistaken i heard a faint "ya" and then it stopped...
ok so here's my question...if she first suggested that i be with him....then why the list now?...i tried asking but no answer....i was thinking of going to a place he frequents yesterday....but ended up going out elsewhere with family instead..and i remember thinking 'i dont even know if i wanna be with him..maybe i need someone who has so and so qualities and not someone who has issues like him'..could that be the reason of her advice changing?

another thing. i was trying to sleep after this whole thing and just as iwas about falling asleep i experience the same kind of shaking i mentioned earlier...only more intense....but i got scared kinda felt my astral body(i think?) go back inside and woke up. in those brief 2 mins i saw my mom standin in an extremely bright pink saree and bright pink bindi on the door of her room...anyways i wanted to ask does my physical body shake when this happens?...i mean if someone looks at me will they see me shaking?....or do i feel it shakes?

i'm wondering if just imagined this whole thing....seems so surreal!

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posted February 19, 2008 01:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
hey ra
it just struck me..could my "mom" actually be her?...you know the one i saw in those two minutes of what i thought was my astral trying to get out. in the pink sari...coz i read that guides take the form that they feel you would most comfortable with...is that true?

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posted February 19, 2008 05:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Well, you are truly going through something here, I think.

Yes, I suppose that "mom" could have been her. And although it sometimes feels as if the physical body is shaking, it is not, at least not typically.

Make the list. Write it down. I wouldn't be so sure that your Guide has changed the advice, although it may appear that way. There may simply be something we do not understand about it.

Very interesting happenings! Thank you for sharing this series of experiences, and I hope for you to continue to share.

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posted February 22, 2008 03:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
hey ra
i'm confused about something....i've previously experienced my body shaking when i used to go to the church...something about the holy spirit filling you....does astral travel feel anything like that? because i've been experiencing that kind of vibration...
whats confusing is that you said your body does not shake when your astral traveling....but i feel my body shakes like how it used to in church.
is it possible there is an entity close by or something like that?

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posted February 22, 2008 04:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Typically, the physical body doesn't shake. Maybe you are just not typical!

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