posted February 14, 2008 12:01 AM         

I was in a place with him where I normally do not see him, not sure where this place was. I had just received a letter from him that I was waiting for, and we were just chatting .. then I told him I had a secret, and made him promise not to make fun of me..and I whispered it into his ear (the secret: I'm a virgin). He looked shocked.

Suddenly we were walking together in the cemetery of my town, a place I enjoy walking. He was smiling and said to me, if you love me, show me (not in those words, but that is what I "heard")..so I got in front of him, jumped onto him wrapping my legs around his waist, and my arms around his neck, and he looked at me like I hadn't completed my affectionate show, so I planted a kiss on him that was the most amazing kiss ever, and I felt a burning in my chest & pit of my stomach that felt so amazing, and I loved him so deeply in that moment. Then I woke up

Now, the thing here is that I have never kissed this man and I cannot because of a particular situation we're in..though we do see each other once a month, and we have just started writing to each other. We met in October and I fell for him instantly.

posted February 16, 2008 03:46 PM         

It re-strengthened my feelings for him, not that they were less but not as up front in me. I guess I can at least be thankful for that

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Capricorn sun / Scorpio rising / Sagittarius moon

posted February 18, 2008 02:18 PM         

I think you are still falling.

Maybe things are going to be taken to a new level.

... and it was Valentine's Day when you posted this, so romance was/is certainly in the air!