posted March 08, 2008 08:57 PM         

Dreamt the cancer I dreamt of last week (the one with the sun shining on his head, lol) came up behind me and put his arms around my shoulders and I clasped his hands. I didn't realise it was him at first cos the wrists and hands were a lot smaller than his are, but when I turned around there he was.
Then I was talking to a tall thin blonde girl (looked like a younger me) and it turned out we were both seeing this guy (I'm not even actually seeing him in reality) and she said 'well I have his mobile number' and I laughed at her and said 'so do I' then she got mad and was in my face so I grabbed her hair and banged her head on the kitchen bench- I'm so not a physical person in reality!!!
The cancer came into the room and looked at us, I stopped banging her head on the bench but I didn't let go of her hair and looked at him as if challenging him to say or do something to resolve it cos I was stubbornly refusing to give way for the first time in my life.

posted March 08, 2008 10:03 PM         

I am EXTREMELY indecisive when it comes to this guy. I'm not sure what to do next. I think I should wait for him to make the next move, but last time I did that with someone I lost my chance altogether- but there were other reasons as well I guess. This guy is shy, but on the other hand he is also honest and a lot different from the last one so that makes it even harder...

I didn't think this guy had much to do with the fighting in the dream, but thinking it over maybe it does. Didn't realise it was effecting me, but if someone objective can pick up on that then no wonder my dreams are reflecting that...

posted March 11, 2008 12:56 AM         

This time I was a lot younger, I grabbed the other me (looked like my daughter a bit but I knew it was me, so I didn't wake up feeling guilty I dreamt I hit my child!) and punched her in the nose then kept punching her. I felt no anger or emotion of any kind it was weird, I just kept hitting her.

Maybe I'm UNemotionally 'beating' aspects out of myself that I've carried since I was young- the last dream I was younger and this dream I was younger again. I didn't feel angry or any emotion in the first dream either, I just realised.

Seems to make sense, I'm kinda wondering where I'm heading now I seem to be internally shedding some kind of issues- can only be a good thing I guess. Maybe I'm getting more confidence and I'll one day bite the bullet and tell that cancer I like him

posted March 11, 2008 07:30 PM         

I asked a horary question yesterday about what his reaction would be should I ask him out and the reading came back so positive I was surprised. I thought it looked like a good chart but not that good!

So last night I dreamt we were at a bbq/party together on a boat. It was great fun as our best friend's were there (our best friends are married to each other, lol). We were all dancing and having fun.
A girl tried talking to him but he made it very clear he was there with me. A male friend asked if he could stay at his house and he said he could have his room as he wasn't going to be there, while he said this we were sitting together and he had his arm around me.
Seemed like the most natural thing in the world, a lovely dream.

So I've made the decision to invite him around for pizza and a dvd the next time I see him- and no more dreams of fighting myself already!
Looks like you're spot on!