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From: nevada
Registered: Jun 2005

posted July 03, 2008 09:18 AM         

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Hello Everyone

I had a horrible dream that I pepper sprayed my youngest son because he wouldn't be quiet.
It was only after, that I realized I had a bigger problem with my screaming (and in pain) child.

I feel so bad even though there is no chance of that ever deliberately happening in real life.
I feel like the absolute worst Mother for even dreaming it.

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From: Golden, CO
Registered: Nov 2004

posted July 03, 2008 12:43 PM         

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Aww,.. s'ok lalalinda. I had a dream, quite a few years back, I watched my oldest, ( then a toddler ), get shot! Talk about feeling like the worlds worst!! I woke up in a sweat and crying my eyes out... What I have, since, put together is that, I was likely feeling very anxious with regard to my own ability to mother two children. At the time this dream was had, I was nearing the final weeks of my pregnancy with my daughter.
Perhaps you have been encountering a rather difficult side of your child or, maybe even a side of yourself, that you are wanting to overcome and/or understand.
I don't know, but it's highly doubtful that you are the worst Mother title holder.

~geminstone

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From: nevada
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posted July 03, 2008 05:04 PM         

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Bless You geministone

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From: meet me in montauk
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posted July 10, 2008 02:05 PM         

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its sounds like youre trying to cover your child's eyes from something.

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From: nevada
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posted July 10, 2008 10:15 PM         

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interesting interp.
thank you writesomething

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From: Atlanta
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posted August 07, 2008 04:48 AM         

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Don't worry about it lalalinda.

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From: nevada
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posted August 08, 2008 10:26 PM         

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Thank you Ra

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