Posts: 282
From: Germany
Registered: Apr 2008

posted July 04, 2008 07:15 AM         

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i had a dream i was running away from a witch, and during doing so, a yellow bandanna i had flew out of the window.

the next day i had a dream that i was looking at an yellow dress at a second-hand store. but i decided not to buy it. right after, i was in a public bath-like environment washing a child of 2-3 years of age. there were other adults and children, and i felt that someone was watching me naked and didn't like that. i don't have my own child in real life and have been strongly against having one, but started wanting one someday recently.

both of the yellow items, i didn't feel that i regret losing/letting go of them since they were not exactly what i needed, and i don't like yellow. but i think traditionally the color yellow represents something good, like happiness or luck. could this mean that i'll lose something good?

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From: meet me in montauk
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posted July 10, 2008 02:11 PM         

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it sounds like youre seeing yellow because of your yearning for something "bright and happy", maybe you feel like youre missing out, and you are sabotaging potential happy moments from entering your life, because you want it to be "perfect"..

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From: Germany
Registered: Apr 2008

posted July 10, 2008 11:17 PM         

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!! but of course, i've just moved to a place i didn't have a desire to be, and here i can't do most things i want to do. i DO feel that i am wasting my youth and energy and time but can't do much about it. and probably the feeling of given-up-ness when i lost the yellow items suggests that i can do nothing about it and i'm not resisting.

that makes total sense. i thought i'd have a bad luck or something on top of what i'm going through... thanks writesomething!

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