posted July 13, 2008 11:36 PM         

I was gasping for breath and I finally screamed out for him to grab it. He did and I sat up and bit it, many times very hard on it's head..but again, it's invisible all but it's outline. I knew I had damaged it because I could feel something warm running all over me, it's blood. It then disappeared. Richard sat down beside me and I was sobbing.

I called for our youngest daughter Sarah to come into the room and I looked at the clock. It was 3am and I was looking out the front windows into the darkness. I was terrified and then the phone rang. It was a man who went by the name of a doctor I know...and I asked him why he was calling so late at night and he said he heard me calling out and knew I was in trouble. He said he had to call and warn me that a vortex has been opened and will remain open until the end of August. At which time it will close and the demons that have been hunting me will return to the netherworld.

Until then he urged me to return to my prayer life because the demons were hunting me and they would hurt me if I did not surround myself with protection. I thanked him for calling and told Richard we needed to protect our children...and I began to pray for their protection...

and then it ended...and I woke up..at 3am.

posted August 07, 2008 05:13 AM         

It feels to me as if your spiritual life is under "attack", which could affect your emotional life or even your faith. Perhaps the "attack" will manifest as some event/situation in your life, as a test of your faith or confidence in God's Plan for you.

How do you feel about that?

(I know, like you need some more testing of your faith.)

posted August 10, 2008 12:41 PM         

*Richard and I separated and he moved out for 3 months or so*

*an old friend from long, long ago fell out of the sky into my lap during that time, we began seeing each other and I got my heart completely broken by him*

*my oldest daughter failed English and I didn't even know if she would graduate from high school, she attended summer school and did in fact graduate but I was highly disappointed*

*my mother has lost more and more of her mind at a rapid pace*

*my health has been out of control, waking to an unbelievable high blood pressure, sending me the ER and everything inbetween*

*my work has been a huge disappointment*

*I did reconcile with Richard and we are much stronger than before, however the Scorpion man still contacts me and I don't know how to get rid of him or stop wanting to talk to him...*

so yes...I would definitely say my faith is under attack...wow...you are so right on target with it...

posted August 14, 2008 04:20 AM         

I never would have thought I would still be here in 2008! It must have been '01 or '02 when I came here. Wow.