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lechien
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posted March 23, 2009 02:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for lechien     Edit/Delete Message
I came back to where I normally live after spending 10 months somewhere else and now stay at my occasional lover's place... it's sort of a big time of change for me that i see... and i had this slightly creepy dream recently.

In the dream my lover was a pimp. 1/3 of his girls were pretty Asian girls, which i know it shows my inferiority complex (i'm Asian). i felt intimidated in the dream. Then I had Kim Jong-il as my customer, and we sat at a table and Kim Jong-il told me how his mother always said to him to wear silk stockings when he's a grown-up. He took the pair he was wearing off to show me, and they were fancy nude-coloured fishnets that looked a lot like snake skin... weirrrd!

also another part of the dream was i was showing my lover how to ride the train to my birth city, for he would not understand the language and the train system of the country. then i had to drive a car to his destination and pick him up there. (which doesn't make sense, why did we have to go separate ways anyway) he seemed at ease with the idea, and though i hoped there won't be any mishaps to separate us by accident, i still felt pretty optimistic that we'll meet at the destination. the only real problem was that i do not know how to drive a car! but somehow i also felt pretty optimistic and visualised myself driving, and thought i can soon figure it out and it'll be alright. And lastly, another thing that worried me the most was that there are many one way streets near the station and i wondered if i can actually get to the station itself...

i hadn't really been remembering my dreams recently and this was the first dream that popped out since i came back and started living with my lover. i'm very intrigued by what it may be suggesting. i can sort of get the feel of its meaning but if anyone can interpret it for me i'm grateful... thank you so much in advance!

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Peri
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posted March 26, 2009 02:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Peri     Edit/Delete Message
I am not sure about the Kim Jong-il part but the rest of you dream, I think, is representative of you being cautious around your bf, seems like you want him to understand you, to know you better, see who you really are but you are not sure he will.

Does it make any sense?

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lechien
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posted March 31, 2009 09:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lechien     Edit/Delete Message
yea the Kim Jong-il part... is weird. i don't really understand what it might be.

but yea, i think so too, Peri, I think i'm trying to make him understand something about myself. now that it's been like a week since i had the dream and as i see things going the way it is, i can see that i'm trying to show him what i'm up to, and, so far we seem to understand what we are both trying to do. i think that we are both content and pretty optimistic with the way we are dealing with things, and the only thing that worries me is something that's outside of our control, that the environment that surround us will lead us astray, against our intentions.

i'm still curious about what the part with Kim Jong-il might mean...

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Peri
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posted March 31, 2009 03:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Peri     Edit/Delete Message
I've been thinking about this part ... is it possible that your guy is ready to give up on you and 'relinquish' you to someone else? there is a possibility that there is a man that shows interest in you; this person might have a high social staus and be quite powerful and he is only interested in sex not a relationship ... does it make any sense? or maybe this is what your guy is afraid of so he is mentally 'prepared' to lose you?

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lechien
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posted April 01, 2009 07:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lechien     Edit/Delete Message
well what you say is true, Peri. he is not a boyfriend and i don't consider nor hope him to be my bf either. but we have a very strong friendship. whether he is right or not, he thinks there are much "better" guys for me out there and he is not interested in "keeping" me. if there wasn't friendship our connection is purely sexual.

he is also "afraid" of our getting too comfortable with each other. i adore the guy but too much affection turns him off. in the beginning i thought he was emphasizing too much about "not getting too cozy" with each other (we have on and off sexual relationship), but now i'm starting to think that it's HIM who is afraid of feeling too attached to me intimately. we are travelling together right now and while i'm pretty dry with him he is getting very affectionate with me sometimes, which kind of scares me too because if i feel too couply with him i'm afraid i will get bored... i think we are both sort of allergic to certain amount of affection and intimacy.

he's the sort of person who lost his heart to a woman and can't love anyone anymore. but he loves me very much like a sister, and i love him like he's my brother. he probably will always have fleeting affairs with random girls and never be able to settle, because he can't love them. and me, each time i date a guy i eventually feel suffocated and unwell. and end up running back to him. he's much older than i am, and since i see him like a brother, i guess you can say he kind of takes an authority figure?

do you think the silk stockings that look like snake skin symbolises me or his giving me up?

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Peri
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posted April 01, 2009 01:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Peri     Edit/Delete Message
no I think it is connected with the relationship that is based on sex

quote:
To dream of stockings, could denote that you will derive pleasure from dissolute companionship.


http://www.dream-interpretation.org.uk/free-dream-interpretati on-dictionary-s/dream-interpretation-stockings.htm

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lechien
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posted April 06, 2009 05:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for lechien     Edit/Delete Message
oh wow. then it fits right in. our relationship is based on friendship, but aside from that it's purely sexual without any romantic feelings involved.

sorry my responses are sporadic. i was stuck in the middle of nowhere in France for some days and finally made it back home...

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