posted October 29, 2009 04:29 PM
Weird dreams again... This time they happened the night after a day practising SKHM - All Love, a meditation technique.The trainer warned us that we could have strange dreams since this technique unblocks a lot of energies buried deep down...
The first dream took place in my school playground, the one I went to when I was growing up. I was a teenager.
My cousins (who also attended the same school)were playing volleyball. I didn't want to play because I'm very bad at it and I didn't want to makea fool of myself. I didn't want them to think I'm clumsy.
They thew the ball which got out and ask me to throw it back to them. I feel insecure because there are other people in the playground and will see me. The insist in me to serve the ball and I concede thinking "Why not? I may do it right...". I feel a bit better, more positive, less paralised by ridicule and fear. So I serve the ball but it doen't go far enough because I don't hit it correctly and almost strikes my cousin head. Trying to justify myself since I'm quite embarrassed, I say that how he couldn't grab it as it went directly to him but he replies that it wasn't served correctly. I felt mortified while he looked at me with something between shame and mockery.
Then the second dream continued right after the first:
My cousins, my sister and I went down to the garage (in a building basement). My sister, just before entering, asks me to give her a tupperware container (???) because she has seen a mouse and wants to catch it. I teel her that I don't want a mouse infecting my tupperware container, the the mouse could be ill and I put my food in it.
Then the mouse, which looks like a small poodle, appears running into the garage. It has got a festering sore on its head.
My cousing starts to chase it and touches the wound in its head. It hurts so the thing tries to run away. My cousin and sister chase it for fun and the animal gets frightened. It comes towards me, as if it wanted me to protect it. I feel sick, I find it revolting, I fear the illnesses it could carry.
I try to get away but it keeps coming back. It rubs against my ankles.I shout at the creature to frighten it away but it keeps following me. I run across the garage but it chases me. I feel so revolted. "Go away!!! Leave me alone!!!" The animal looks at me with adoration but I only want the thing to leave. I feel pity for it but the fear to get an illness is greater. More little ugly creatures that look like hideous dogs run towards me, going past me rubbing my ankles. I shout them to go. I feel helpless, frustrated and fearful... which becomes to turn into anger.
Suddenly I woke up. It was 7am. I was very tense, feeling weak. I had an suffocating sensation in my solar plexus and my hands were trembling. It was a very disturbing dream whose derived emotions were very intense for at least 20 min... I could not go back to sleep and the uncomfortable feeling lasted for several hours getting me irritated and oversensitive most of the day.
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