posted March 19, 2011 12:34 PM            

My sister asked me what I thought of the terrible incident at Columbine because she said a friend said the anniversary for it is coming up and she was gonna make memorial things and put them at her school because she's in student council there and helps kids who are being bullied and she said that even though it had nothing to do with them, she feels for teh lives that were lost. I didn't know what to tell her because I remember hearing about it on the news but I was only about 4 when it happened and didn't live anywhere near the state so I didn't really think of it.When my sister brought it up, I set out and kept wondering , why did they do that ... it makes me sad that they did that.. because I see the potential good in all people(and I also can read people)and to see them waste their lives and took the lives of others who were made me cry..( one of them.. he seemed very evil to me.. but one of them is a Virgo like me and he seemed to at one point had a good soul but became twisted , he reminded me of a friend I had who suffered from depression/heard voices and stuff like that..)

I was in the old library of that school and it was all white and sort of hazy and i was sitting at a table in the library with some guy. He was pale skinned, deep red eyes, for some reason, I kept staring at his eyes. I couldn't look away from them, I don't know who this guy was however. He had like blondeish black hair and he was sitting down. Girls were coming up to him all like" OMGGGG" and stuff and he shunned them away...? by being mean and rude :/(I don't like rudeness especially for no reason!) I kept asking him something, I can't remember what and he never answered,he just was staring into space like he was looking at something and then this one girl walked up, she was so nice, she was about 5'8,thin,pale skin as well but a sickly pale like she was anemic, she seemed shy, her hair was long ,wavy,and brownish red i can't remember what she asked him but it wasn't anything offending I remember that much and he pretended like he was going to answer her nicely and then at the end he cahnged his tone to an evil, sadistic, sarcastic tone, and I was like " YOU KNOW WHAT? THAT WAS JUST MEAN AND RUDE. IM LEAVING" and I woke up and it was 3:58. Does anybody know what this dream meant?My bf said that he thinks it was trying to show me something,but what? I don't know who those people were

posted March 19, 2011 04:43 PM            

The guy in the library obviously seemed like a troubled soul, but nothing ever exists in totality (or that's my opinion anyway). The fact that you were in the library at the table seems like some sort of joint learning experience from a dualistic perspective being that he was across the table. I don't know if you left the table or the library altogether.

posted March 21, 2011 10:55 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by mochai:
Usually, I don't like to use numerology in a sense of you add up numbers to get the resultant number. I recently did a kind of bizarre but dangerous visualization/practice because I felt like it and ended up erasing some karma, and then all of a sudden 16's have been around me a lot, not to mention my psychic/autistic step brother said 16 16 16 right after I did it. 3:58 adds up to 16 which is related to karma and cycles in some interpretations (either more or less). Going by some of what iq has said about karma and how I tend to view judgment, judgment adds karma. Also the bible proverb comes to mind don't judge lest ye be judged yourself. I don't know that that's what that means but here is more on 16 http://www.ridingthebeast.com/numbers/nu16.php .

The guy in the library obviously seemed like a troubled soul, but nothing ever exists in totality (or that's my opinion anyway). The fact that you were in the library at the table seems like some sort of joint learning experience from a dualistic perspective being that he was across the table. I don't know if you left the table or the library altogether.

To me, this dream indicates a change in karmic cycles initiated off some viewpoint in the dream.

---

posted March 21, 2011 10:55 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by mochai:
Usually, I don't like to use numerology in a sense of you add up numbers to get the resultant number. I recently did a kind of bizarre but dangerous visualization/practice because I felt like it and ended up erasing some karma, and then all of a sudden 16's have been around me a lot, not to mention my psychic/autistic step brother said 16 16 16 right after I did it. 3:58 adds up to 16 which is related to karma and cycles in some interpretations (either more or less). Going by some of what iq has said about karma and how I tend to view judgment, judgment adds karma. Also the bible proverb comes to mind don't judge lest ye be judged yourself. I don't know that that's what that means but here is more on 16 http://www.ridingthebeast.com/numbers/nu16.php .

The guy in the library obviously seemed like a troubled soul, but nothing ever exists in totality (or that's my opinion anyway). The fact that you were in the library at the table seems like some sort of joint learning experience from a dualistic perspective being that he was across the table. I don't know if you left the table or the library altogether.

To me, this dream indicates a change in karmic cycles initiated off some viewpoint in the dream.

---

That's strange because i'm 16 years old. I never really look at numerology things either but that's some heck of a coincidence. Last night I had a dream but I can't really remember what it was and I woke up at 3:48 this time. I thought that he was a troubled soul as well but I still don't understand why I had a dream of this person and the girl... I left the library altogether but never left the table. I'm a good person and he was opposite of me in everyway possible.

posted March 21, 2011 10:59 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by littlecloud:
You need to be doing something with this information that you are getting. I don't know what but the fact that you can't sleep is biologically unhealthy for you. If you want to be able to sleep again you have to find someway to use your empathy to help people, I was going to write 'for good', don't know why. But this is my suggestion.

---

I've had other dreams where it was either me or someone else helping people and it was on a different plane of existence as well. I had a dream once about some kids and I we were the same age and there was this boy who was also our age, he kept saying about how he wanted to give up "school"(life) and how he wanted to drop out(die) and we kept telling him no and that things will get better eventually and at the end, he finally listened to all of us and he didnt' "drop out of school". There was another dream where this family was begging me to help them solve a murder, I do not know the people.. that's why I couldn't help, they were about four of them and there were two ladies in a hot tub and she had on a 1930s type swim suit and then that lady turned old and one of them started to sink into the hot tub and the other people that were obviously family memebers were begging me to help them solve her murder (tehy were twins) one of them grew old and one of them died young.. there have been other things that i've "felt" or dreamt of that have come true.. but I don't know how I can remember the key details by the time I wake up to even be able to help anyone
I've helped people that i'm close to because I remembered the things when I woke up and warned them and tehy were shocked to see that they came true and thanked me,but when it comes to other people that I do not know.. it's hard to remember key detail ..

posted April 13, 2011 11:31 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by mochai:
Nevermind..

---