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Topic: my therapies and dreams, help me out?
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lechien
Knowflake Posts: 810
From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat!
Registered: May 2009
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posted April 12, 2011 10:07 AM
  
i started doing therapies to release my childhood traumas and blocks to allow myself to live the life as my own.  my brain has been working hard and processing processing… dreams are even more fun to recall in the morning now!  i'm stumped on this one from last night though, maybe someone can give me a hint? ---
At one point I was finding many mini LED bicycle lights dropped by people, like the one I have, on sidewalks. They were lit, either blue or white, unlike the common red or white. There were many and I was feeling childishly cheeky about finding so many that I could just keep for myself. One of them tough, it had a name on it, and I recognised it as my ex-BF's good friend who is a Chinese masseuse/healer. It had the prettiest blue and it was a shame to let it go, but I felt I had to return it to him. Another part, I was waiting for a group (class?) of people who I was a part of, and it kept getting delayed with everyone having have to do things. We were going for a study trip or something. I had nothing to do, so I was just hanging around and chatting with random people. One of them was a very tall girl who reminded me of a friend of a friend. She was anorexic, but no one dared to tell her she was grotesquely skinny. I thought at least I'd tell her she should change her look a bit, and was telling her that her arms needed more muscles. She had a nice and long arms. i showed her my own build, which is petite, to show her that she was even skinnier than me at her height. ---
i think the second part is probably a self reflection? i'm trying to save myself, just like trying to give a warning and help to an anorexic acquaintance. i don't really know what the bike lights might mean? it was a pretty sight though. IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 7510
From: The Goober Galaxy
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 13, 2011 10:34 AM
Wish I could help. But it's great that you can heal yourself.  ------------------
"All deaths are suicides, do you realize that? Every single one. The only distinction is that, with some people, suicide is a subconscious choice, and with others it's a conscious choice. Otherwise, those who commit suicide and those who succumb to accident, illness or "old age," die for exactly the same reason: belief in the inevitability of death." Linda Goodman IP: Logged |
lechien
Knowflake Posts: 810
From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat!
Registered: May 2009
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posted April 13, 2011 01:38 PM
Randall  it took me a whole life's journey. i'm proud of my achievements, though no one may see it. IP: Logged |
abcd efg
Knowflake Posts: 145
From: Mumbai,Maharashtra,India
Registered: Mar 2011
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posted April 14, 2011 05:41 AM
To begin with Blue and White lights are good and positive. Blue-confidence and white-purity. I think, ofcourse this is only my interpretation, that finding these lights on the road is you are getting people/opportunities for your inner pepping up/development on the life's road. And yes that group thing, again i think, is some group/associations who you are with on something associated with discussions where you have to learn something. I think learning is to help you to arrive at some conclusion to take some decisions. All this could well relate to LL and might have reflected in your dream. Or could be some others whos inputs are likely to influence or help you to learn. IP: Logged |
lechien
Knowflake Posts: 810
From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat!
Registered: May 2009
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posted April 14, 2011 07:29 AM
oh super, thank you abcd! that's right, recently i seem to have had some sort of a breakthrough and i am getting people, including people here at LL, giving me insights, new info, support and recommendations suddenly! it's a phase of "self-learning". this is great, and i have a brand-new hope that i will have a life just as i desire. good luck to me!  thanks again for the tip! now i understand and it feels good! IP: Logged |
abcd efg
Knowflake Posts: 145
From: Mumbai,Maharashtra,India
Registered: Mar 2011
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posted April 14, 2011 01:52 PM
I am glad that i could be of use. Love,IP: Logged |
lechien
Knowflake Posts: 810
From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat!
Registered: May 2009
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posted April 14, 2011 02:35 PM
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