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posted October 13, 2011 07:15 AM            

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Well, last night I had strange dream. It's been a long time too. I used to have such complicated and weird dreams. Nowdays they're very simple and routine related. Not this one though.

I dreamed I was at friends wedding or anniversary - not quite sure. The event was outside and small. It was quite dark but I felt comfortable. I was sitting in a table with friends and relatives when I noticed a bright light in the sky falling down close to where we were. I couldn't tell what it was but it looked like a parachute that didn't open? When it fell on the ground I was scared because I saw it was a man. We were shocked and ready to run towards him because we were sure he was dead. But instead we heard a motorcycle and suddenly he was on it - alive - and run away. Unable to understand what happened we noticed that the sky was full of bright lights and all falling down with the same velocity as the one we saw earlier. I felt panicking and run away from there but I regretted it later thinking my sisters were there and had to go get them. When I got back though everything seemed normal, and nobody remembered anything. They all had amnesia. I tried explaining but nobody paid attention to me. I noticed strangers there though observing very suspiciously.

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posted October 13, 2011 01:20 PM            

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Welcome!

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posted October 14, 2011 11:36 AM            

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Your dream would make the start for a great movie.

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posted October 18, 2011 04:48 AM            

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True. My brain is filled of images from movies and tv shows that are like that. I just cannot break this dream down and get what it means. The only thing I seem to find relevand is the wedding theme. Everyone else on this party was either married or engaged except me. And I was the only one that got out - escaped - and the only one that still had memory of the incident.

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posted October 29, 2011 08:47 AM            

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Is there something that upsets you in your family? You seem to know something that you are trying or wish to try to communicate to your family (esp. your sisters) to no avail. It's almost like separation anxiety. You want to join in your family in earnest because you know it's good for your soul but also feel terrified and want to run away but you feel guilty leaving your sisters behind.

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posted October 31, 2011 07:31 AM            

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Well, I've been keeping a secret from them. It doesn't affect them directly per say but it would upset them to know this about me. So, I'm always afraid they're gonna find out and then they'll be consequenses.

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posted October 31, 2011 02:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Nikisa:
Well, I've been keeping a secret from them. It doesn't affect them directly per say but it would upset them to know this about me. So, I'm always afraid they're gonna find out and then they'll be consequenses.

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Is it so terrible that you can't trust them to react in a supportive manner? Can you pick your favorite sister and perhaps talk to her?
This is a source of major anxiety for you.

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posted November 02, 2011 02:47 AM            

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It is terrible. I've been having an affair with a married man. Not something they would understand. And okay, I happen to know that he's no longer living with his wife, but nevertheless. It is something they would really be shocked to find out.

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