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Ceridwen
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posted November 30, 2011 03:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hmm, this dream -experience has happened to me many months ago (as a matter of fact in the night of the 4th january-ecclipse).

It was very weird and crept me out a LOT.

This might be a long report, but anyway here you go:

In that night I was lying in my bed, but there was a strange feeling. I was there, but I wasn`t there, or rather I was everywhere simultaneously. It was like I
suddenly had a clear perception / awareness of all the dimensions alltogether, how they are overlapping, folded into each
other, almost like slices of a cake, but merged into each other.

Anyway, behind my lids, in my inner eye, I saw this guy, very clearly.
And in that moment while seeing him, I felt so connected to him,
and suddenly I "knew" him, there was an overwhelming sense of recognition. But it was more than what the English word
"recognize" contains. It was like I had a complete awareness of him, of his essence. as if I "understood" him, felt him,
resonated with him (no not really with him, just like we were resonating on the same frequence, it was not a cognitive attempt of mine), and I just knew (and my
soul embraced) all that he was. I cannot explain it any better.

All the time he was holding my gaze, the whole vision was
just about looking into his eyes. And then I could discern connections between us, threads of light, or rays of energy
connecting us at several parts of our "bodies", the ones
that I had awareness of the most were the one connecting our foreheads and the one that led from my heart to his.
This was the strongest thread. Thick, sparkling thread of energy and light. But it was not just like there was an
energetical exchange or that it was connecting us. It seemed like it was
being created from the connection itself. I am not sure how that is possible. But it got stronger any moment and then
from between us, the middle of the connection probably, a ray of light shot upwards, first enveloping both of us
and then into the universe. Just that it wasn`t really a ray. it may had started as a ray but then transformed into a wave, a
matrix of light enveloping everything, originating from that energy-cord
between him and me.
And this matrix of light, I have never seen or felt something more beautiful, it was gold and blue and of such warm richness. Absolutely beautiful.

It was just a few moments, this vision, but it was extraordinary and so blissful while experiencing it, I just can`t find words to describe it. Afterwards though,
when my brain tried to analyse what had happened and failed miserably, I got scared. Not because it didn`t feel good or felt dangerous (it didnīt), but because this is just too huge, I cannot assimiliate this.

It was not just that we created that light that somehow was being sent into the universe, I had the feeling we WERE the
light. In a way it felt as if we were sending out healing light together into the universe to everyone who was in need
of healing, and in doing this, I felt completely energized and healed myself.


It probably sounds silly and stupid and I donīt know why i felt the need to post it NOW, after so many months, especially since I have no clue what it was about, but I just felt it was the right time.

And I can`t help but think that this "gold-blue matrix" is of significant. I just do`n`t know exactly what significance.

Has anyone ever experienced something similiar? And if so, have you figured out what it is about?

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Randall
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posted December 01, 2011 11:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Wow, that's good dream recall.

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Ceridwen
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posted December 01, 2011 12:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yeah well, *clears throat* that is probably because it was not a real dream.

Sometimes I seem to be able to easily access the hypagnogic state of mind (actually I suspect it is my "normal" state of consciousness. lol).
And it happened then, in that realm between "dream and day", as I used to call it.
I guess this is why I recalled it so easily and strongly.

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Love&Light
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posted December 15, 2011 01:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Love&Light     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I think you connected to the Source. Your higher self and GOD Himself. Therefore the total awareness. Its an experience as you are yourself aware and not a dream. Even the gold and blue colours indicate that i.e. GOD and Higher Self respectively. And as far as the significance goes, well Its an Experience. You have been there.

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SparklingSag
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posted December 15, 2011 03:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Is this similar to that moment when you have had a deep nap and are waking to conscious and lots of thoughts or dreams happen?

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Randall
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posted December 15, 2011 03:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
To me, gold represents success, and the blue could mean that the sky is the limit.

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