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Topic: Varuna, Childhood ocean dreams, mom feared water while pregnant
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amelia28
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posted December 22, 2011 02:23 AM
  
My mom was very scared of water when I was in her womb and as a child I had repeated nightmares of me been in the middle of the ocean stranded looking all around me and not seeing a shore anywhere! . I have varuna connjunct NN in the 7th exact which squares my moon and mercury. What do you make of this? This thread provides more details if you need them to interpret this dream, do ask me any questions you like:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/000444.html Thanks! P.S. I have always wondered about the connection of my childhood dreams of the ocean and my mom's fear of water while pregnant with me. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted December 23, 2011 12:01 PM
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Chironrising
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posted January 06, 2012 04:31 AM
VA VA VA VA! RUNA!is the pneumatic net of cosmic justice....on earth, in the water, and in the sky... varuna is displaced by love...so if you're holding a grudge...get rid of it before varuna binds you...or you bind yourself through varuna...happens to me all the time. IP: Logged |
lechien
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posted January 06, 2012 06:21 AM
wow, that's really fascinating, and astonishing!IP: Logged |
anongrl10
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posted January 06, 2012 12:19 PM
I don't know anything about varuna.
I do know that when in the womb, the child gets everything from the mom, including her fears, thoughts, feelings...
Like adults who are afraid of dogs without ever having been attacked and just because one of their parents had a traumatic experience that got transferred to them, likewise you got (subconsciously i.e. through your dreams) your mom's fear of water transferred to you.
There are ways to get rid of it.
Do you have a similar (to your mom's) fear of water in real life? IP: Logged |
amelia28
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posted January 09, 2012 05:56 PM
Well my mom was fearful and neurotic....
She is less fearful now.. I am not afraid of water but I suppose you can say I respect the ocean. I can get in the ocean and water though but your view does explain the ocean nightmare at least. That dream could definitely represent her fear more than my own which I dreamt of bc I was in her womb when her fear of water intensified perhaps bc of pregnancy hormones, resulting in the transferring of her fear to my subconscious. IP: Logged |
amelia28
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posted January 09, 2012 06:05 PM
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Originally posted by Chironrising:
VA VA VA VA! RUNA!is the pneumatic net of cosmic justice....on earth, in the water, and in the sky... varuna is displaced by love...so if you're holding a grudge...get rid of it before varuna binds you...or you bind yourself through varuna...happens to me all the time.
I try to forgive and forgive bc holding grudges I feel is toxic...is an ongoing process I have to practice bc since I have scorpio in the 12th if I dont practice this regularly I feel I could get ill since all negative memories are stored in every cell of your body... I take flower essences to help with this and my dad introduced me to this therapy that you can give to yourself called the healing code today that I am going to start doing to get rid of accumulated stress in my cells. Anyways I have naturally thanks to influence of my dad be drawn to healing techniques that can help me eliminate grudges at a cellular level....I am forgiving my saturn in scorpio in the 11th and 12th cusp in the 12th doens't let go easily but I have come a long way with this with help of psychology, self awareness and flower essences.
What do you mean though "before Varuna binds me"? How would that look like??
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Chironrising
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From: Chicago, IL, USA
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posted January 15, 2012 03:47 PM
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Originally posted by amelia28:
I try to forgive and forgive bc holding grudges I feel is toxic...is an ongoing process I have to practice bc since I have scorpio in the 12th if I dont practice this regularly I feel I could get ill since all negative memories are stored in every cell of your body...I take flower essences to help with this and my dad introduced me to this therapy that you can give to yourself called the healing code today that I am going to start doing to get rid of accumulated stress in my cells. Anyways I have naturally thanks to influence of my dad be drawn to healing techniques that can help me eliminate grudges at a cellular level....I am forgiving my saturn in scorpio in the 11th and 12th cusp in the 12th doens't let go easily but I have come a long way with this with help of psychology, self awareness and flower essences.
What do you mean though "before Varuna binds me"? How would that look like??
Here's how to unbind - free the energy think of the worst thing the person did to you...feel the anger...all the way deep down while breathing... Then, by miracle, think of the best moment....and overide the memory...now whenever you think of this person say... "we had a great time, and if it weren't for this person I wouldn't have all these gifts" when you can recall a person without a morself o negative energy you have forgiven tehm... it's hard at first...gets easy later.. now when you fear someone's venom...say to yourself....they can only harm themselves, but they are really fun to be around...forgive by remembering the best... IP: Logged |
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