posted January 03, 2012 10:56 AM            

i was watching a girl, like it was a movie. she was not a prostitute actually, but she gave out that energy, lose and easy, but not in a negative way. she was honest and friendly. she appeared like a cheap version of 50s sex symbols, like Brigitte Bardot or Jayne Mansfield (though the blondness was not significant). i remember the typical 50s triangle shaped torso (big pointy breasts and tiny waste) was very emphasised.

at one point she was topless and to my amusement her nipples were censored. LOL

then she had sex with GOD. her nipples were not censored this time, and her right nipple was smaller than the left one. i don't know what kind of god, it was just "god", the idea of it. he looked kind of shadow-ish without a real shape.

she was trying to prove to her friend that she had sex with god, but not in a bragging manner or anything, rather just telling the truth. she was not insisting to convince the friend, and seemed rather relaxed, like "if i cannot prove it oh well".

her friend was a gay Asian man. i never have dreams where races are significant, but this stood out.

the gay friend was not cross with her but suggested she could prove it by both holding the each end of a black cord and pulling it, and when it breaks the one who has the longer side is true or wrong or something like that. but instead she suggested to put a mobile phone right against their laptops and judge it by how they are affected by the vibration of the mobile phone (makes no sense in reality though).

although she was nothing like me and i was watching her rather than feeling it as my own experience, she felt like the continuous version of myself.

posted January 03, 2012 12:16 PM            

It's like you were trying to prove the impossible ("sex with God") and in various irrational ways (the stick break, the phone/laptop vibration). Anxiety, and a bit of guilt or shame ("prostitute").

Just my two cents. Feel free to disregard any part of it that doesn't resonate.

hugs,
Anongrl10

posted January 03, 2012 01:00 PM            

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Originally posted by anongrl10:
Could it be a version (parody?) of our convo the other day?

It's like you were trying to prove the impossible ("sex with God") and in various irrational ways (the stick break, the phone/laptop vibration). Anxiety, and a bit of guilt or shame ("prostitute").

Just my two cents. Feel free to disregard any part of it that doesn't resonate.

hugs,
Anongrl10

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i don't think so, i wasn't irrational or wrong with you and i have nothing to feel guilty or ashamed about. i didn't have to prove anything *impossible* either. i'm my honest good self.

posted January 03, 2012 01:48 PM            

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posted January 03, 2012 02:37 PM            

to me, god is something that's not defined. i think "it" can be anything. i have varying visions of it, but one is that it maybe our higher self, but not restricted to the individual higher self, but the collective version which include each one of us, if that makes any sense...

in the recent years, i have gone through violent lessons where i started being more aware of my spirit and it's journey. i've always thought i'm not evolved enough to "connect" with the spiritual me and the collective spirit.

posted January 03, 2012 04:46 PM            

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Originally posted by anongrl10:
Another thought to explore: what does sex mean to you? Also, what does God mean to you? These two are your symbols in your dream. Only you know what they mean to you. For me, I think it's a spiritual dream. Sex with God = intimacy with the mystical element. Like a privileged awakening of sort.

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that's brilliant. sex is a spiritual experience for me. it's always been about things beyond earthly matters. i'm very open-minded about sex because it's about connecting, a ritual, an experience to expand and share.

posted January 03, 2012 08:05 PM            

That is why sometimes Americans will say they "know" someone in other cultures where it means intercourse and people drop their teeth

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posted January 04, 2012 06:07 PM            

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that's a tough one. i vaguely recall there was another woman around, could have been more than one, and she didn't let them bother her. then the next moment god came to her room.

also the funny but interesting part was that her nipples were "censored". they were, like in movies, painted over. but when she accepted god to have an intercourse with her, they were not censored any more.

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That means a lot. Maybe she was clean, not "censored" after she had intercourse with God i.e. "knew" God.

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posted January 06, 2012 05:44 PM            

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posted January 06, 2012 07:03 PM            

one is that my biological father is giving me a casual operation to my eye. my right eye. i felt the injection he made a few times like it was real. we were relaxed like it was no big deal. it has the feel of "opening the eyes" "having a new view" theme.

yesterday's dream was that i was 12-13 years old and my mother was absent from my life because she was Angelina Jolie. but i saw Jolie as a nurturing figure despite her absence.

3 days ago the roof was leaking in the dream and i placed several vessels for a temp fix. upstairs, the leak was dripping right in the middle of my bed. i also put a vessel there.

posted January 06, 2012 08:55 PM            

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Originally posted by lechien:
Ami, that is beautiful.

i am not a Christian, but i believe the message is universal.

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It is OK, Sweetie. We are soul sisters!

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posted January 07, 2012 07:39 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
It is OK, Sweetie. We are soul sisters!

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posted January 08, 2012 10:27 PM            

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Originally posted by lechien:
awwww love ya Ami!

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Love you too, Lechien. I am honored to call you my friend. You are there to help me through things. I, am the same, for you!

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posted January 09, 2012 05:42 PM            

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Originally posted by lechien:
hi Ami!

to me, god is something that's not defined. i think "it" can be anything. i have varying visions of it, but one is that it maybe our higher self, but not restricted to the individual higher self, but the collective version which include each one of us, if that makes any sense...

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That is how I view it too! .

We all have a higher self and are here to evolve spiritually and become our higher self so we can ascend to another dimension.

I feel the combination of everyones higher self is God.

Fascinating dream by way . My right nipple too is smaller than my left LOL but it has a freckle.