posted January 30, 2012 12:59 AM            

Anyways, I had a dream this morning that I had gotten my driver's license, and a job and was making money. I was returning to college full time that fall (in the dream..it is summer time, and I do plan on going back in the fall) or had already returned...the weather was too warm, so it's summer or early fall.

The car that my dad had gotten me, I was driving, and going to visit a guy I've flirted with for some months in real life and in the dream as well, and we had picked up a relationship in the dream now that I had the car, and was able to drive and do things and was driving down the street, and felt a sense of control, happiness, and pride in the car- and freedom. The weather was great, and it was great, and he was in the car with me. Also, my dad had started painting the car to the color I wanted (a shiny bright red, candy apple color) but had not finished the body work, so only the rear, left fender was finished, but I was still happy with it and what had been done so far. The dream ends there.

Today, tonight...my mom who I haven't spoken to in 4 years, calls me and talks to me, and is offering to get me a job as a Avon representative? It made me happy, and was awesome being able to talk to her again. Not sure if in relation to the dream, had a feeling that info is important.

The last week, though...I had another dream, I kindof feel it has a connection to the car dream-
In the dream I had found a lump in my neck under my jaw....a very swollen tonsil. the doctor diagnosed me with leukemia/lymphoma in the dream, and said it was a good thing that I found it early, because it was only in my neck in those lymph nodes, and it would only take a few rounds of chemo to cure me. I told my biological dad, and he seemed sick with worry and concern because my biological grandmother died of leukemia, but 1 round of chemo cured the leukemia in my neck in the dream, and I was happy and optimistic about the passing illness..