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Topic: Worst Day of my Life
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lemonkitty
Knowflake Posts: 35
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Registered: May 2012
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posted June 09, 2012 04:01 AM
  
Last night I had a dream about my crush. I had finally worked up the courage to ask him out and in my dream... he rejected me. This was so much more vivid than my normal dreams and when I woke up, I knew I had to tell my pisces moon mom (she has a knack for interpreting dreams). Unfortunately, because of our dispute the day before... she completely shut me out. Even though she didn't want to help me, I knew there was something about that dream. So I went to school to see what would happen. It turned out that my crush that I had absolutely adored for three months had started dating a girl two days ago. It was terrible. I had finally decided to ask him and then I realized that he had desired a different person. I was so heartbroken. I still am. I cried all day and even now... my eyes are watering. It really hurts. My chest felt so unbelievably tight and I just couldn't talk to someone without crying. I think that that was the first time I had actually felt so heartbroken. I have always closed myself off to my friends and crushes and for the first time... I had actually truly given my heart to him. He just didn't know it. Haha my tenses are wacky at the moment but that's only because I'm so depressed. I just sort of wanted to vent out to the world so... thanks. IP: Logged |
cappy1277
Moderator Posts: 1066
From: philadelphia,pa
Registered: Jul 2009
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posted June 09, 2012 10:35 AM
fear of rejection...IP: Logged |
lemonkitty
Knowflake Posts: 35
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Registered: May 2012
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posted June 09, 2012 12:38 PM
haha well.. I guess I got indirectly rejected yesterday.IP: Logged |
cappy1277
Moderator Posts: 1066
From: philadelphia,pa
Registered: Jul 2009
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posted June 09, 2012 06:57 PM
doesn't mean you will be rejected, just that you are worried about it. 
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